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oooh .. okey so its monday now right ? yeah .. today me & ateh bia start our diet .. eek .. its scary but oh well .. hahah we were supposed to start last week but it didnt happen for reasons that i would like to keep to myself =P .. haha .. uhm .. soo that means water & 100 sit ups everyday & imma be playing ddr forever .. hahaah .. soo yeah .. i wrote a letter to somebody ! i finally finished it .. it`s three pages long .. if yoo wanna read it IM me .. cuz yeah .. x) some of it is pointless tho cuz yeah .. i wrote a story-like thingerr with the names of songs on my player .. hahaha .. im a loser .. no no .. a COOLSER yep ! i should be sit-upping right now but noo .. im reading fics .. again .. haha .. drinking water tho .. eekerrs .. i just realized that i ate a burger .. & macaroni .. ahahha .. oh well .. dairy products .. well .. the cheese neway .. hahaha .. soo yeah ... mann i was looking through all my letters last night & i realized just HOW MUCH i miss all my frenns ! lookie .. an excerpt from cheska`s letter that i wrote to her ..
Last night, I was looking through my letter binder, & I realized exactly how much I miss you guys & almost cried at all the letters you guys write me =’(. I miss seeing you guys everyday. I miss going to school & being so bored in class that I start writing letters endlessly…I miss when you guys would ask for the answers & I realize that I skipped a step because I wasn’t paying attention…I want to be able to go to school again, wake up at eight thirty AM, & eat a hurried breakfast, then freshen myself up & at eight fifty I’m grabbing my lunch & backpack & rushing out the door. I miss getting to school at the same time as Ryan & acting all fangirly! Chasing after his van in the morning, with Yoli & Jenna holding my backpack back so I don’t really go anywhere. I miss having to stay awake through all of the boring classes & not paying attention to Ms. Litwin while she’s correcting the Warm-Ups. I miss when we’d walk to Science & we`d meet up with Angelica on her way to Ms. Wayne’s. I miss when you & Natilynn would fight & talk back to each other, while me & christina would just sit & stare at you guys…I miss dreading third period because I didn’t want to know who my new partner was in Tech & walking Christina to P.E. just so I could see Ryan. I miss going into Mrs. Beasley’s class & when we`d slow down our walking pace so we arrived in Mr. Wat’z class last. I EVEN MISS SITTING IN FRONT OF BRENDON & ALEXIS! I MISS THEIR SINGING & WHEN THEY’D GET MR. WATZ PISSED OFF BECAUSE THEY WOULDN’T LISTEN! I MISS P.E.! I MISS DOING THE WARM-UPS & STARING AT RYAN AT THE SAME TIME, DAMNIT!
Crap, I even miss Block Days … especially Wednesday Blocks because I had an hour & a half of p.e. which means STARING AT RYAN!
.. ahhhahahah i didn`t finish tho .. soo yeah .. uhm .. yeah so nothing new really .. my dad got baq from new jersey/new york on friday .. soo yeah .. iono ? byeee <3
oh wait i forgot ! hahha .. here`s the song thinggie .. hahah the ones in bold/caps are the songs .. soo hahaha
I was at a club & told this fine guy `Shorty Swing My way` & from then on, `I found love` but soon I had to Realize that our love wasn’t the same, & I had Fallen out of love with him, so now I’m Moving On. (Boy’s POV) I called her up a week after she broke up with me, telling her I was Officially Missing You and Don’t Say Goodbye, please, but she hung up on me, so I decided to have One Last Cry but I told her, all I wanted to do was Hold You Forever. We’ve had our Moments, & she was my Psychedelic Lover…but I spent my Gloomy Sunday thinking about my First Love. (Girl’s POV) I found this new guy, & told him to Say You’ll Be There, so he did. I told him, “I spent Half of my Life with a guy who didn’t really care until I told him I’m leaving, but since I found you I’ve been trying to Get Away, & I finally did. At night I Pray that you will never stray like he did, because I want to be with you Forever.” (Boy’s POV) Deep In my Heart, I knew I had to talk to her again, I knew I had to tell her ‘I Missed You,’ and that I do, I do love you. I was Everywhere Nowhere in my depressed state, but We Wish our Heartplace wouldn’t ache anymore. By ‘we’ I mean everyone. I drowned myself in my Endless Sorrow, waiting for my Dearest to return to me. But the world isn’t Free & Easy, is it? (Girl’s POV) I was Independent, except for my man being on my side, but we were Connected by a force of love. I Never Ever wanted to leave him like I left my last one, and, Naturally, we were Inseperable. Our love felt like a Neverending Dream, and he knew who was the Real Me. It was like Evolution, our love, it kept on evolving. He told me, “One Look in your Eyes, and all I know is that I want to take our relationship Nice & Slow. (Boy’s POV) I saw her new guy with another girl. I heard her tell him, “Let’s go to the Southside, baby, because Ready or Not tonight is the night when 2 Become 1.” I almost choked with disgust, & was going to run away before I heard her tell him something like “You know My Love is the Shh…” but this Time in my Heart, I knew I had to listen for proof. (Girl’s POV) On July 1st, my last one came to me, with a story. He said “I … I Know that I Need to Say it…I have to.” I asked him, “What is it, M?” ‘M’ was my old nickname for him. He told me, “You know I’m Down For You, right? And that Time After Time, I’ll be here, always?” I told him, “Yeah…” so he continued, “Well, I saw your current boy with another girl … they were like Dolls when they made out, it was disgusting…she told him things & --“ I couldn’t hear it anymore, so I told him “Stop! Don’t tell me anymore! I can’t Believe you! I know you hate him, but why is it that Everytime we break up & I get someone new, you always have to make up a story?!” (Boy’s POV) Why didn’t she believe me? Why did she just leave me there to sulk? The Voyage I took, and the risks, to make her understand me! I didn’t want her to get hurt, but why did she think me Selfish? I Can Tell that she hates me now. Maybe I just gotta let it Burn.
it`s stupid but .. i had fun hahah.. ooh it sounds corny doesn`t it ? hahahha oh well.. ooohh .. wee my info for 6/28
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| krissy malfoy sounds way better |
| & krissy daniel doesn`t sound bad! |
| than hermione malfoy r i g h t ? |
yoli: that`s true
me: SEEEE IT DOES !
yoil: hermione malfoy sounds icky
ITS TRUE SO SHUT UP.
Last night, I was looking through my letter binder, & I realized exactly how much I miss you guys & almost cried at all the letters you guys write me =’(. I miss seeing you guys everyday. I miss going to school & being so bored in class that I start writing letters endlessly…I miss when you guys would ask for the answers & I realize that I skipped a step because I wasn’t paying attention…I want to be able to go to school again, wake up at eight thirty AM, & eat a hurried breakfast, then freshen myself up & at eight fifty I’m grabbing my lunch & backpack & rushing out the door. I miss getting to school at the same time as Ryan & acting all fangirly! Chasing after his van in the morning, with Yoli & Jenna holding my backpack back so I don’t really go anywhere. I miss having to stay awake through all of the boring classes & not paying attention to Ms. Litwin while she’s correcting the Warm-Ups. I miss when we’d walk to Science & we`d meet up with Angelica on her way to Ms. Wayne’s. I miss when you & Natilynn would fight & talk back to each other, while me & christina would just sit & stare at you guys…I miss dreading third period because I didn’t want to know who my new partner was in Tech & walking Christina to P.E. just so I could see Ryan. I miss going into Mrs. Beasley’s class & when we`d slow down our walking pace so we arrived in Mr. Wat’z class last. I EVEN MISS SITTING IN FRONT OF BRENDON & ALEXIS! I MISS THEIR SINGING & WHEN THEY’D GET MR. WATZ PISSED OFF BECAUSE THEY WOULDN’T LISTEN! I MISS P.E.! I MISS DOING THE WARM-UPS & STARING AT RYAN AT THE SAME TIME, DAMNIT!
Crap, I even miss Block Days … especially Wednesday Blocks because I had an hour & a half of p.e. which means STARING AT RYAN!
.. ahhhahahah i didn`t finish tho .. soo yeah .. uhm .. yeah so nothing new really .. my dad got baq from new jersey/new york on friday .. soo yeah .. iono ? byeee <3
oh wait i forgot ! hahha .. here`s the song thinggie .. hahah the ones in bold/caps are the songs .. soo hahaha
I was at a club & told this fine guy `Shorty Swing My way` & from then on, `I found love` but soon I had to Realize that our love wasn’t the same, & I had Fallen out of love with him, so now I’m Moving On. (Boy’s POV) I called her up a week after she broke up with me, telling her I was Officially Missing You and Don’t Say Goodbye, please, but she hung up on me, so I decided to have One Last Cry but I told her, all I wanted to do was Hold You Forever. We’ve had our Moments, & she was my Psychedelic Lover…but I spent my Gloomy Sunday thinking about my First Love. (Girl’s POV) I found this new guy, & told him to Say You’ll Be There, so he did. I told him, “I spent Half of my Life with a guy who didn’t really care until I told him I’m leaving, but since I found you I’ve been trying to Get Away, & I finally did. At night I Pray that you will never stray like he did, because I want to be with you Forever.” (Boy’s POV) Deep In my Heart, I knew I had to talk to her again, I knew I had to tell her ‘I Missed You,’ and that I do, I do love you. I was Everywhere Nowhere in my depressed state, but We Wish our Heartplace wouldn’t ache anymore. By ‘we’ I mean everyone. I drowned myself in my Endless Sorrow, waiting for my Dearest to return to me. But the world isn’t Free & Easy, is it? (Girl’s POV) I was Independent, except for my man being on my side, but we were Connected by a force of love. I Never Ever wanted to leave him like I left my last one, and, Naturally, we were Inseperable. Our love felt like a Neverending Dream, and he knew who was the Real Me. It was like Evolution, our love, it kept on evolving. He told me, “One Look in your Eyes, and all I know is that I want to take our relationship Nice & Slow. (Boy’s POV) I saw her new guy with another girl. I heard her tell him, “Let’s go to the Southside, baby, because Ready or Not tonight is the night when 2 Become 1.” I almost choked with disgust, & was going to run away before I heard her tell him something like “You know My Love is the Shh…” but this Time in my Heart, I knew I had to listen for proof. (Girl’s POV) On July 1st, my last one came to me, with a story. He said “I … I Know that I Need to Say it…I have to.” I asked him, “What is it, M?” ‘M’ was my old nickname for him. He told me, “You know I’m Down For You, right? And that Time After Time, I’ll be here, always?” I told him, “Yeah…” so he continued, “Well, I saw your current boy with another girl … they were like Dolls when they made out, it was disgusting…she told him things & --“ I couldn’t hear it anymore, so I told him “Stop! Don’t tell me anymore! I can’t Believe you! I know you hate him, but why is it that Everytime we break up & I get someone new, you always have to make up a story?!” (Boy’s POV) Why didn’t she believe me? Why did she just leave me there to sulk? The Voyage I took, and the risks, to make her understand me! I didn’t want her to get hurt, but why did she think me Selfish? I Can Tell that she hates me now. Maybe I just gotta let it Burn.
it`s stupid but .. i had fun hahah.. ooh it sounds corny doesn`t it ? hahahha oh well.. ooohh .. wee my info for 6/28
______________________________
| krissy malfoy sounds way better |
| & krissy daniel doesn`t sound bad! |
| than hermione malfoy r i g h t ? |
yoli: that`s true
me: SEEEE IT DOES !
yoil: hermione malfoy sounds icky
ITS TRUE SO SHUT UP.