you give me something to think about
so, over the last week my friend Zarrin and I have been getting close because we've found that we're similar in hella ways. mostly, we're going through the same shit with our guys. together but not and only in private. hah.
anyway, on friday during school we were telling jason & benny how we found out we're really alike. ever since then, jason's been wondering HOW we're alike. after much torture, I finally told him, "everything she says to you about anthony... is everything I say to her about, well, you."
from then, we had a nice talk. I told him how helping rin & ant try to solve their monday night quarrel made me want to work things out with jason & jason said, "isn't it already worked out?" but he doesn't even know what we really are, so idk...
the conversation took a sad turn for me when he told me he feels awkward telling me things. he can, but only to a certain extent. I want him to be comfortable with me, to be able to count on me, you know? it's okay if it's not now... but I hope one day he can.
I don't know, the talk didn't really get us anywhere... but I got things out in the open with him. and I'm glad. I feel better. I just want to figure "us" out.
hopefully, I see him today so that I can give him a big hug because I miss him :(
anyway, on friday during school we were telling jason & benny how we found out we're really alike. ever since then, jason's been wondering HOW we're alike. after much torture, I finally told him, "everything she says to you about anthony... is everything I say to her about, well, you."
from then, we had a nice talk. I told him how helping rin & ant try to solve their monday night quarrel made me want to work things out with jason & jason said, "isn't it already worked out?" but he doesn't even know what we really are, so idk...
the conversation took a sad turn for me when he told me he feels awkward telling me things. he can, but only to a certain extent. I want him to be comfortable with me, to be able to count on me, you know? it's okay if it's not now... but I hope one day he can.
I don't know, the talk didn't really get us anywhere... but I got things out in the open with him. and I'm glad. I feel better. I just want to figure "us" out.
hopefully, I see him today so that I can give him a big hug because I miss him :(