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haha it's been hella long since I've updated. like, in detail... and shit. and since I'm bored atm, I might as well :)
JANUARY 08
so the new school year was off to a bad start, duh. since november, I'd gotten into a habit of cutting classes that didn't distract me from my problems. so, nearly everyday I'd excuse myself from either fourth or sixth period - or both - and usually, my wife (Katrina) and girlfriend (Melissa) and myself would walk around campus "taking yearbook pictures" or visiting our favorite counselors. naturally, my grades started dropping. well, only in sixth period (Pre-Calculus) since I need to be in class in order to know the material on the test and all. oh well.
anyway, I started getting myself into real deep shit. I became involved with a guy for the physical attention. this really wasn't a problem until my parents found out about my D in Pre-Cal and deduced that I'd been neglecting my studies for a guy that had the same tardiness record as myself in this class. (yes, that means that my parents actually went to the school and asked to see the attendance for ALL students in ALL my classes =_=) I "ended" it due to my parents orders, but really I just kept it more secret.
during this time, jason was in Hong Kong & Japan. so I really wasn't trippin' about the way my life was spiraling out of control since he wouldn't find out about it. why would I still care anyway, you ask? because I knew that he would be disappointed in what I was doing & that his vision of me would be pretty much tarnished & any chance of us getting back together would have been kaput.
meanwhile, I was influencing my BFF benny hahaha. I influenced him to cut class :P we had random BFF lunch dates while jason was gone. oh, and he knew about how I was messing around with another guy & he was on the verge of taking advantage of me... I don't blame him though. anyway, everything changed when jason came back from his trip...
the day he came back to school, him, benny & myself left during fourth period to go to Champa's, a thai/vietnamese cuisine restaurant. after we finished eating, we went back to jason's house (his parents were still in hong kong). before benny and I were gonna leave so that he could drop me back off to school to get my car, jason started flirting with me ;o I was left realllly confused but I was incredibly happy at the same time.
the next day, I was hungry in the morning & had a sub, so thomas, benny, jason and I went to jack in the box during first period. more flirting. and lots of farting in my car =_= those gassy-ass douchebags. dropped off jason at the front of the school so that he could go to APUSH, tried to get in to the student parking lot but the gate was closed so thomas, benny, and I parked on the side of the school and stayed there till third period. went to third period while thomas filled up my tank (with his money! lovelovelove) and re-parked my car in the student lot. then, after lunch, jason, benny, matt and I decided to go eat dim sum. more and more and more flirting and even some 'I love yous' and hugging. my asshole best friends made me drink tea (I hate tea) and made me try something hella spicy (I can't handle spicy) but jason was trying really hard to show me he still cared & drank my tea for me and ordered me water after I had that spicy mustard thinggie D: ♥ went back to jason's house and jason and I kissed :)
anyway, of course my parents would have gotten suspicious about all the calls the school had given them over the last two months. so they took matters into their own hands and nearly pulled me out of school to transfer me to John Swett. instead, they decided to put me on "probation" which I'm still on, but they're a little more relaxed now.
anyway, I think the important thing is that jason and I are reallyreally good now :) we're not back together yet, not really anyway. we act like we are when we're alone, but we both know it'd be troublesome to be in a public relationship again. but we definitely love each other still :) you can imagine how happy that makes me hahaha.
FEBRUARY 08
one night in february, I decided to go to jason's house while his parents were still gone & my parents were out. we had a really nice, long talk. we got into an argument, kinda, and I was like about to cry and he saw that and he was like don't cry please ;( so I said okay... and he goes I'm sorry... we can still be friends... right? and I said ...but why did you start this in the first place? because you know :x he'd been flirting with me and we'd kissed and stuff.
and he didn't say anything and I was like I've changed... and he goes I know you have and I'm so proud of you for that. krissy, you're a wonderful girl, youre one of the best out there. you've taught me so much and I'm so thankful for you. and then he was like I'll never forget what you've taught me. and then he started crying :( so I started crying and he was like over the last few months I've been thinking and I've realized how badly I screwed up with you.
and I was like it's not just your fault, it's mine too, so don't say that please and he cried even more and he was like no, it's all my fault... I never appreciated you enough for what you did and you always gave so much more love than I did and I said that it's not true and he was the one that always tried to make things work for us and that I never realized that till it was too late and we just hugged for awhile and then I had to go back home.
so he called me while I was driving and we had a nice ass talk and he was like hey if any guy breaks your heart, tell them I'll kick their ass okay? and I said haha okay and your next girlfriend too! and she better not be as great as me. and he goes hahaha okay. but what if she is? and I said then.. I hope you've learned from everything. and he goes I have. you've taught me so much. and I was like you've taught me hella more... like I've learned so much about myself and relationships and everything and it's so unexplainable.
and he goes no you've taught me a lot more. then he said hey.. we're still friends right? and I said yeah, of course, always. I'm glad things aren't awkward between us anymore. and he said yeah, me too. and I said because honestly, the months we weren't friends were really shitty for me. and he said I'm sorry... it's all my fault. and I said it's not because I should know how to depend on myself but I became hella dependent on you and that pushed you away. and he said but still.. I wish I didn't screw up so badly. then your grades wouldn't be so low. and I said haha my grades?! and then yeahh.. then when we were about to hang up he said you know I'm always here for you right? and I said yeah =) and you know I gotchu tooo. and he goes yeah okay be safe.. I'm sorry.
so that was really nice :) it really alkfjeljfe it was so heart-warming. I love him hellaaa ♥.
annnnd my most exciting part of februaryyy!
LONDON/SCOTLAND.
I'll do a separate post :)
JANUARY 08
so the new school year was off to a bad start, duh. since november, I'd gotten into a habit of cutting classes that didn't distract me from my problems. so, nearly everyday I'd excuse myself from either fourth or sixth period - or both - and usually, my wife (Katrina) and girlfriend (Melissa) and myself would walk around campus "taking yearbook pictures" or visiting our favorite counselors. naturally, my grades started dropping. well, only in sixth period (Pre-Calculus) since I need to be in class in order to know the material on the test and all. oh well.
anyway, I started getting myself into real deep shit. I became involved with a guy for the physical attention. this really wasn't a problem until my parents found out about my D in Pre-Cal and deduced that I'd been neglecting my studies for a guy that had the same tardiness record as myself in this class. (yes, that means that my parents actually went to the school and asked to see the attendance for ALL students in ALL my classes =_=) I "ended" it due to my parents orders, but really I just kept it more secret.
during this time, jason was in Hong Kong & Japan. so I really wasn't trippin' about the way my life was spiraling out of control since he wouldn't find out about it. why would I still care anyway, you ask? because I knew that he would be disappointed in what I was doing & that his vision of me would be pretty much tarnished & any chance of us getting back together would have been kaput.
meanwhile, I was influencing my BFF benny hahaha. I influenced him to cut class :P we had random BFF lunch dates while jason was gone. oh, and he knew about how I was messing around with another guy & he was on the verge of taking advantage of me... I don't blame him though. anyway, everything changed when jason came back from his trip...
the day he came back to school, him, benny & myself left during fourth period to go to Champa's, a thai/vietnamese cuisine restaurant. after we finished eating, we went back to jason's house (his parents were still in hong kong). before benny and I were gonna leave so that he could drop me back off to school to get my car, jason started flirting with me ;o I was left realllly confused but I was incredibly happy at the same time.
the next day, I was hungry in the morning & had a sub, so thomas, benny, jason and I went to jack in the box during first period. more flirting. and lots of farting in my car =_= those gassy-ass douchebags. dropped off jason at the front of the school so that he could go to APUSH, tried to get in to the student parking lot but the gate was closed so thomas, benny, and I parked on the side of the school and stayed there till third period. went to third period while thomas filled up my tank (with his money! lovelovelove) and re-parked my car in the student lot. then, after lunch, jason, benny, matt and I decided to go eat dim sum. more and more and more flirting and even some 'I love yous' and hugging. my asshole best friends made me drink tea (I hate tea) and made me try something hella spicy (I can't handle spicy) but jason was trying really hard to show me he still cared & drank my tea for me and ordered me water after I had that spicy mustard thinggie D: ♥ went back to jason's house and jason and I kissed :)
anyway, of course my parents would have gotten suspicious about all the calls the school had given them over the last two months. so they took matters into their own hands and nearly pulled me out of school to transfer me to John Swett. instead, they decided to put me on "probation" which I'm still on, but they're a little more relaxed now.
anyway, I think the important thing is that jason and I are reallyreally good now :) we're not back together yet, not really anyway. we act like we are when we're alone, but we both know it'd be troublesome to be in a public relationship again. but we definitely love each other still :) you can imagine how happy that makes me hahaha.
FEBRUARY 08
one night in february, I decided to go to jason's house while his parents were still gone & my parents were out. we had a really nice, long talk. we got into an argument, kinda, and I was like about to cry and he saw that and he was like don't cry please ;( so I said okay... and he goes I'm sorry... we can still be friends... right? and I said ...but why did you start this in the first place? because you know :x he'd been flirting with me and we'd kissed and stuff.
and he didn't say anything and I was like I've changed... and he goes I know you have and I'm so proud of you for that. krissy, you're a wonderful girl, youre one of the best out there. you've taught me so much and I'm so thankful for you. and then he was like I'll never forget what you've taught me. and then he started crying :( so I started crying and he was like over the last few months I've been thinking and I've realized how badly I screwed up with you.
and I was like it's not just your fault, it's mine too, so don't say that please and he cried even more and he was like no, it's all my fault... I never appreciated you enough for what you did and you always gave so much more love than I did and I said that it's not true and he was the one that always tried to make things work for us and that I never realized that till it was too late and we just hugged for awhile and then I had to go back home.
so he called me while I was driving and we had a nice ass talk and he was like hey if any guy breaks your heart, tell them I'll kick their ass okay? and I said haha okay and your next girlfriend too! and she better not be as great as me. and he goes hahaha okay. but what if she is? and I said then.. I hope you've learned from everything. and he goes I have. you've taught me so much. and I was like you've taught me hella more... like I've learned so much about myself and relationships and everything and it's so unexplainable.
and he goes no you've taught me a lot more. then he said hey.. we're still friends right? and I said yeah, of course, always. I'm glad things aren't awkward between us anymore. and he said yeah, me too. and I said because honestly, the months we weren't friends were really shitty for me. and he said I'm sorry... it's all my fault. and I said it's not because I should know how to depend on myself but I became hella dependent on you and that pushed you away. and he said but still.. I wish I didn't screw up so badly. then your grades wouldn't be so low. and I said haha my grades?! and then yeahh.. then when we were about to hang up he said you know I'm always here for you right? and I said yeah =) and you know I gotchu tooo. and he goes yeah okay be safe.. I'm sorry.
so that was really nice :) it really alkfjeljfe it was so heart-warming. I love him hellaaa ♥.
annnnd my most exciting part of februaryyy!
LONDON/SCOTLAND.
I'll do a separate post :)