All of this will make sense when I get better...

[after_it_rains]

I could be wrong. Maybe all this chaos and fear running through my mind is completely unjustified...But sometimes I wonder...Maybe it's a good thing I'm never on this site...I find more out that way. But am I crazy? Is it just paranoia? Or is it really all about me. I could be the source of all the downfall. All the problems in someone's life...But am I? I'll never know...Because no one tries to talk to me about it. Now that I think about it, no one tries to talk to me about much of anything. And it's my fault. I know it is. It always is. Don't we all know that it's impossible for anyone else to contribute the the problems at hand? I am the guilty one. Always have been. Always will be. Sorry. I know I'm supposed to be perfect. But it's a whole lot easier than it sounds.
. I will let you down .

ps. If anyone actually wants to talk to me about this, then call me. A comment won't do anything...I'm hardly ever on. Not that anyone ever leaves me comments anyway. lol.