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so much is changing i dont know if i can handle it
i come home this weekend, and i still expect everything to be the same but i know its not
life moves on whether your home or not
ashley hates me, she has everyright, but i still love her and im very happy for her. hopefully she knows this
everyone is moving on with their lives, including me, and forgetting everything we all ment to eachother
people are changing
i guess you could say we are growing up, maturing. but we are pushing our old lives away and instead of fighting to keep some things the same we just let it go
i really dont know what im thinking right now its all jumbled.
but things are okay here. ive met a few people but havent really gotten close to any of them
i guess im so use to having the people ive known my whole life around im not use to this
it will get better im sure, people always say the first month is the worst.
whatever
im excited to come home but freaked out at the same time.
i miss everyone
oh well. i have class soon
ill update when i can get my thoughts together
<3