Recon
We're going to go do some recon of the grocery store tomorrow morning since food and water are the things I'm most worried about, defense is one thing but if we starve to death then we're dead too. If it looks okay we're going to stock up the bed of the truck and then haul ass back to the house. Zeth and Jordan are coming, they positively jumped at the chance to get out of the house, can't I can't say I blame them.
Everyone here is saying their goodbyes like they will never see eachother again (which I have to keep reminding myself is a distinct possibility). The outlook is so bleak and yet the thing that is most upseting is that I have no one who will miss me if I die today. I feel horrible about thinking so selfishly when the world is so shity; but I can't help but realize that I won't be missed like they will. This may be the last thing that will be left of me and I'm whining about how I'm lonely.
Still no sign of mom, or anyone else not dead. I hope this hoping isn't a totaly lost cause.
If I live, I'll update tomorrow.
Everyone here is saying their goodbyes like they will never see eachother again (which I have to keep reminding myself is a distinct possibility). The outlook is so bleak and yet the thing that is most upseting is that I have no one who will miss me if I die today. I feel horrible about thinking so selfishly when the world is so shity; but I can't help but realize that I won't be missed like they will. This may be the last thing that will be left of me and I'm whining about how I'm lonely.
Still no sign of mom, or anyone else not dead. I hope this hoping isn't a totaly lost cause.
If I live, I'll update tomorrow.