punches in my gut, oh look i'm bleeding. not for you... for me this time

Mar 20, 2005 21:49

work is kicking my ass...but its fabulous....i've never been able to pay all my bills, and still have money to shop with and do whatever. its wonderful.

i dont think my grandparents are selling the land...which is beautiful.... they were offered 1.5 million for it......but the contractors arent coming through.

i'm so happy my childhood memories wont be torn down and paved over..... i never thought i would care so less about all that money..
seriously. happiness is at their house.

maybe i take the english language too literal......
the word "if" upsets me.
but maybe its just that one word that decides what really happens.... heart breaking.

and.....

to my lovely darlings....i'm feeling somewhat better.... my cousin died....and i'm working at Citi.... i swear to keep you updated..

i love, and miss you all.

xoxo
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