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a boring and uneventful weekend. but i needed the rest..so i cant bitch toooo much..
its been 2 years since kyle has died..... thats crazy to even think about....its like i have selected memory, and i'm refusing to believe it all really happened....its amazing what can happen in years...at that point i was getting ready to go to LA....dating roy, and would soon go on the family vacation with him.....amanda was home, and nick was only a 6 week visit... i miss those days to point where at times i cant stand it...
i cry over amanda like a baby...and the tiniest thing can spark it..like our cheap snow globes, or going to play lazer tag, or simply going to waffle house...
i miss her. :(
and i miss kyle.
anyways. this is the last week at the office....i'm kind of sad about that....
lori put a new cd player in my car, and got rid of that piece of shit roy got me..THANK GOD! everytime it would skip i would curse his name.
but this one is wonderful..i'm sure you read on here, so thank you thank thank you!! mwah!
**and aaron.***
i want to see you!! are you going to creightons show??????
xoxo
its been 2 years since kyle has died..... thats crazy to even think about....its like i have selected memory, and i'm refusing to believe it all really happened....its amazing what can happen in years...at that point i was getting ready to go to LA....dating roy, and would soon go on the family vacation with him.....amanda was home, and nick was only a 6 week visit... i miss those days to point where at times i cant stand it...
i cry over amanda like a baby...and the tiniest thing can spark it..like our cheap snow globes, or going to play lazer tag, or simply going to waffle house...
i miss her. :(
and i miss kyle.
anyways. this is the last week at the office....i'm kind of sad about that....
lori put a new cd player in my car, and got rid of that piece of shit roy got me..THANK GOD! everytime it would skip i would curse his name.
but this one is wonderful..i'm sure you read on here, so thank you thank thank you!! mwah!
**and aaron.***
i want to see you!! are you going to creightons show??????
xoxo