i love my drugs
i just moved home... left school, kinda suddenly
but everyday i stayed, i lost 1000's of dollars
which is stupid cause they dont see a medical drop any different than a normal drop
i miss living with my roommate... cause he was the fucking shit
we got a long really really well
i have a lot of shit... but i ahve to live at home for now cause the one place i could live... one of the roommates is being fucking retarded and so it wont happen
and my parents are offically selling the house
dont know where we will move or what
my parents arent trusting me that i have things planned out, and its a good plan
they feel like i needed to come home, but now they need to plan everything
and im trying to make it clear that i have it planned, they just need to support me on it
i have so much hope for tomorrow... the furture
i think things are falling into place...
i had a great talks with my mom and dr. senkbeil(my mentor)
and they made me feel like this is the right decision and that i can do what i plan
man i hate struggling so hard... my mind is a bitch and right now its winning the battle
i just hope i can a come back and win the war... like the allies in WWII
my life is insane... and i hate when people i feel relief from bail on me
three weekends in a row was i bailed on...
my bday weekend- my close friends ditch me to go see someone else
my plays weekend- my mom went to the hospital(parents didnt come), alison couldnt drive up to see it cause she was sick, tyler bailed(the hardest of the three)
this weekend (well thursday but it was break for the school)... i was going to a club in LA with like 20 of my friends as a farewell before i left the next day... and all but 5 bailed on me an hour before we were leaving
it was a hard end to a hard decision
i come to the point to say fuck it...
but im not cutting off people, but im not going to make the first move cause its not position any more
im really tired
... but i want to keep working... all well i have tomorrow to finish... so close to getting my room together
first time ever will i at this house
and of course right before we sell it
but everyday i stayed, i lost 1000's of dollars
which is stupid cause they dont see a medical drop any different than a normal drop
i miss living with my roommate... cause he was the fucking shit
we got a long really really well
i have a lot of shit... but i ahve to live at home for now cause the one place i could live... one of the roommates is being fucking retarded and so it wont happen
and my parents are offically selling the house
dont know where we will move or what
my parents arent trusting me that i have things planned out, and its a good plan
they feel like i needed to come home, but now they need to plan everything
and im trying to make it clear that i have it planned, they just need to support me on it
i have so much hope for tomorrow... the furture
i think things are falling into place...
i had a great talks with my mom and dr. senkbeil(my mentor)
and they made me feel like this is the right decision and that i can do what i plan
man i hate struggling so hard... my mind is a bitch and right now its winning the battle
i just hope i can a come back and win the war... like the allies in WWII
my life is insane... and i hate when people i feel relief from bail on me
three weekends in a row was i bailed on...
my bday weekend- my close friends ditch me to go see someone else
my plays weekend- my mom went to the hospital(parents didnt come), alison couldnt drive up to see it cause she was sick, tyler bailed(the hardest of the three)
this weekend (well thursday but it was break for the school)... i was going to a club in LA with like 20 of my friends as a farewell before i left the next day... and all but 5 bailed on me an hour before we were leaving
it was a hard end to a hard decision
i come to the point to say fuck it...
but im not cutting off people, but im not going to make the first move cause its not position any more
im really tired
... but i want to keep working... all well i have tomorrow to finish... so close to getting my room together
first time ever will i at this house
and of course right before we sell it