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[afrusticwear]

i hate this headache
i cant break it... i cant end it
it keeps nawing away at me

what doesnt help is that i feel the weight coming back on
im starting to fall again, but i know ill be able to catch myself before i fall

but i dont know if i can pull myself back up

i cant fall again
i cant make that horrible journey again

i survived miraculously
i dont know if i can do it again

tonight did not help
i got yelled at
and argued with
yet im doing my very best without help
and i need help
but they dont want to provide that help

arrr... whatever

i just need to take hold of the ledge again
and ill pull myself up again
this time i know the feelings
so im not going to fall again

im too determind to