Yes, I Realize She's Not Gone Yet, but I Have to Write This...
So I'm sitting here, playing a game and listening to music, when Story of the Year's "Anthem of Our Dying Day" comes on. There has been much controversy over this song, and I'm sure one or two of you despise it, but whatever. I like it, and so does Lauren, despite what Cris may think. So again, I'm sitting here listening to the song, and thinking about the "argument" Lauren and I had with Cris about it, and I start thinking about all the other grand times Lauren and I have shared. Airhorns in the Lexioso, "don't eyeball me, boy." The chocolate milk. Cheap t.p. ALL OVER Seth's house, with eggs broken in Joey's car. Three crazy prom adventures. And all the other crap that I'm too forgetful to remember.And then it hits me like a ton of brick that she's leaving, in less than a week. And that sucks. I mean, I can't believe she's going to be in New York. According to map quest, that's a 1640 mile, 26 hour drive, as opposed to, what, five minutes, two miles? That's a long way. And all my other friends are leaving, which is horrific, yes, but Lauren leaving is particularly painful. She's my best friend, and the one person who's always been there for me, no matter how much of a fucktarded asshole I have been. We'll keep in touch, definitely (I think and hope), but Lauren, you will be sorely missed. I love you!