Jan 10, 2005 22:22
today wasnt that bad of a day i mean could it possibly be that i could be gettin a tiny bit better...but knowing my luck it wont last im still kinda empty inside i dont know who i am or hwat i will become i dont know if ill make it another day with out losing my mind. there is no time for ne thing ..no time to talk to the people i want to im so distracted with everything esle that im having trouble concentrating im always tired i have trouble sleeping i mean i guess it cant all go away in a day of my new outlook i have to give it time. it crazy i know i bet who ever reads thinks prally thinks im completely insane...but im not ive just been goin through a BIG rough patch and its just one of those phases that just wont go away.
i have more to type but i kinda dont feel like it...lol
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ps...can you please make me smile again.....