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im at Sara Bonomos right now....
Sunday...it was a really tough day, not only because of school, fighting with my mom, no job...but because it was 2 years ago that Charlie died...
School...yeah well i was so excited to start today..but money is hard right now and now i have to get a full time job to save up for a car before i can start school...i cryed and cryed but there is nothing i can do about it...the grants for school are in my moms name..so she canceled it! im going in January because my school is paid for anyways...so thank god for that...so ill just have to wait untill Jan..i should just be grateful that i can go...cant be selfish
yesterday...i was still at saras...her and I went to Outback..ate...met up some Outbackers at apollo lanes..and that bar..cant think of the name...we drank a fifth..had some jager shots..and beer..not a good combination...haha! anyways cant bowl when drunk worth shitttt! let me tell you! lol...Josh and Sara drove me to Zacks at like 2...so i can see him and dakota..were not fighting anymore so i can see my little baby Dakota...so i ended up leaving there around 4 30..josh sara and I went back to saras...yeah the night goes on from there...we just wont get into that! i love you sara :)
today...went and filled out applications..eat at coney and now were here :) hanging out with ange and jess most likely...so yeah
things will work out...im just praying...i cant be selfish because there is hurricanes going on and im thinking about myself and school...so things will look up!
love you all
Sunday...it was a really tough day, not only because of school, fighting with my mom, no job...but because it was 2 years ago that Charlie died...
School...yeah well i was so excited to start today..but money is hard right now and now i have to get a full time job to save up for a car before i can start school...i cryed and cryed but there is nothing i can do about it...the grants for school are in my moms name..so she canceled it! im going in January because my school is paid for anyways...so thank god for that...so ill just have to wait untill Jan..i should just be grateful that i can go...cant be selfish
yesterday...i was still at saras...her and I went to Outback..ate...met up some Outbackers at apollo lanes..and that bar..cant think of the name...we drank a fifth..had some jager shots..and beer..not a good combination...haha! anyways cant bowl when drunk worth shitttt! let me tell you! lol...Josh and Sara drove me to Zacks at like 2...so i can see him and dakota..were not fighting anymore so i can see my little baby Dakota...so i ended up leaving there around 4 30..josh sara and I went back to saras...yeah the night goes on from there...we just wont get into that! i love you sara :)
today...went and filled out applications..eat at coney and now were here :) hanging out with ange and jess most likely...so yeah
things will work out...im just praying...i cant be selfish because there is hurricanes going on and im thinking about myself and school...so things will look up!
love you all