I cant help myself. i still love her...
i am drowning in the shallow depts of my own depression, though it pains me to show this halloween face, it is the very soul of what my heart is waiting for.
bigsqueezeums: JASON!
Afro9900: hey there'
Afro9900: i was in the shower
bigsqueezeums: zwhen are you coming back to me!
bigsqueezeums: i saw daniel today
Afro9900: where
Afro9900: i get back on the 16 of dec
Afro9900: he crashed my car did you know
Afro9900: ?
bigsqueezeums: no
bigsqueezeums: wtf
bigsqueezeums: so he has to buy you a new one?
bigsqueezeums: and at my old house
Afro9900: no he got it fixed
Afro9900: he picked it up today
bigsqueezeums: thats coo
Afro9900: some lady rearended him a week and a half aho
Afro9900: ago
bigsqueezeums: did you see your car on pimp my ride
Afro9900: yea
Afro9900: that shit was tite
bigsqueezeums: hooked it up
bigsqueezeums: hell yea
Afro9900: beema
Afro9900: and benz
bigsqueezeums: i saw mayson or howyou spell that
Afro9900: that was fuckin tite
Afro9900: where
bigsqueezeums: at the movies
Afro9900: i miss that kid
bigsqueezeums: yea me 2
Afro9900: with who
bigsqueezeums: i got all excited
bigsqueezeums: g ma katie and some other girl it might have been the sister but i dont remember what she looks like
Afro9900: you saw katie?
Afro9900: how did she look
bigsqueezeums: same as always
Afro9900: i was just thinkin bout her no shit
Afro9900: for like an hour
bigsqueezeums: make me think about yuou
bigsqueezeums: and i got mad at her but i smiled still
Afro9900: did she get married yet
Afro9900: lol
Afro9900: thank
Afro9900: s
bigsqueezeums: i dont think so
bigsqueezeums: i didnt see a ring
Afro9900: i know she hurt me but i cant stop thinkin bout her
bigsqueezeums: i know
Afro9900: oh good
bigsqueezeums: how it is
bigsqueezeums: dont worry
Afro9900: its been nearly 2 fuckin years and i still miss heer
Afro9900: its fucked up
bigsqueezeums: yea i know
bigsqueezeums: i told you i feel your pain
Afro9900: i just want to go out to dinner once
Afro9900: i know
Afro9900: if she is with sal still thats fine
Afro9900: but i need to see her
Afro9900: im not mad anymore
Afro9900: just havent even see her face in over a year
Afro9900: its killin me
Afro9900: everyday i think bout her
Afro9900: i just dont think she thinks about me
Afro9900: i tried callin alot when we broke up but she didnt answer all return any calls so i delt with the pain
Afro9900: for too long
Afro9900: she hasnt even bumped into me
Afro9900: and we live in fuckin murrieta
Afro9900: i bump imto everyone but not her
Afro9900: i just wanna talk
bigsqueezeums: it will only make it worse i bet
Afro9900: i want to get to know katie as she is now
bigsqueezeums: but you need closer
bigsqueezeums: is what you need
Afro9900: i know
Afro9900: i thought 2 years was enough but believe it or not
Afro9900: its gettin worse now
bigsqueezeums: :-\
bigsqueezeums: shit sucks
Afro9900: vadim and the gang hate it
Afro9900: im always talkin bout her
Afro9900: i jsut cant let it go cuz still everything reminds me of her
bigsqueezeums: yea i know what you mean
Afro9900: i still know what every inch of her body looks like and it haunts me
Afro9900: i still find myself fantasysing about her
Afro9900: i mean...
Afro9900: theres so many prettier women than her i know that
bigsqueezeums: no
bigsqueezeums: not to you
bigsqueezeums: the girl you love
Afro9900: but i fantasize about her
bigsqueezeums: is the most beautiful girl there is
bigsqueezeums: jason
bigsqueezeums: listen to me
bigsqueezeums: i know what your talking about
bigsqueezeums: trust
bigsqueezeums: if ne one does it me you should know this
Afro9900: its hard
Afro9900: i do
bigsqueezeums: it still sucks for me 2 sometimes
bigsqueezeums: but i have nicole and i love her to death
bigsqueezeums: you just need to talk to her and get it over with
Afro9900: i was just gonna say that
bigsqueezeums: and find someone else
Afro9900: thats just it
Afro9900: i have 3 on the interest right now and yes we have been somewhat intamite
Afro9900: but she is still there
Afro9900: i thought that would be it but its not
bigsqueezeums: trying to forget her
bigsqueezeums: only makes her stay there longer
bigsqueezeums: :-\
bigsqueezeums: you just have to let it go
bigsqueezeums: as hard as that sounds
bigsqueezeums: i know
Afro9900: i know so i tried thinking bout her more often and thats the same too
Afro9900: there is no cure
Afro9900: there is no satisfaction
i will probably delete this later,
thanks for reading.
bigsqueezeums: JASON!
Afro9900: hey there'
Afro9900: i was in the shower
bigsqueezeums: zwhen are you coming back to me!
bigsqueezeums: i saw daniel today
Afro9900: where
Afro9900: i get back on the 16 of dec
Afro9900: he crashed my car did you know
Afro9900: ?
bigsqueezeums: no
bigsqueezeums: wtf
bigsqueezeums: so he has to buy you a new one?
bigsqueezeums: and at my old house
Afro9900: no he got it fixed
Afro9900: he picked it up today
bigsqueezeums: thats coo
Afro9900: some lady rearended him a week and a half aho
Afro9900: ago
bigsqueezeums: did you see your car on pimp my ride
Afro9900: yea
Afro9900: that shit was tite
bigsqueezeums: hooked it up
bigsqueezeums: hell yea
Afro9900: beema
Afro9900: and benz
bigsqueezeums: i saw mayson or howyou spell that
Afro9900: that was fuckin tite
Afro9900: where
bigsqueezeums: at the movies
Afro9900: i miss that kid
bigsqueezeums: yea me 2
Afro9900: with who
bigsqueezeums: i got all excited
bigsqueezeums: g ma katie and some other girl it might have been the sister but i dont remember what she looks like
Afro9900: you saw katie?
Afro9900: how did she look
bigsqueezeums: same as always
Afro9900: i was just thinkin bout her no shit
Afro9900: for like an hour
bigsqueezeums: make me think about yuou
bigsqueezeums: and i got mad at her but i smiled still
Afro9900: did she get married yet
Afro9900: lol
Afro9900: thank
Afro9900: s
bigsqueezeums: i dont think so
bigsqueezeums: i didnt see a ring
Afro9900: i know she hurt me but i cant stop thinkin bout her
bigsqueezeums: i know
Afro9900: oh good
bigsqueezeums: how it is
bigsqueezeums: dont worry
Afro9900: its been nearly 2 fuckin years and i still miss heer
Afro9900: its fucked up
bigsqueezeums: yea i know
bigsqueezeums: i told you i feel your pain
Afro9900: i just want to go out to dinner once
Afro9900: i know
Afro9900: if she is with sal still thats fine
Afro9900: but i need to see her
Afro9900: im not mad anymore
Afro9900: just havent even see her face in over a year
Afro9900: its killin me
Afro9900: everyday i think bout her
Afro9900: i just dont think she thinks about me
Afro9900: i tried callin alot when we broke up but she didnt answer all return any calls so i delt with the pain
Afro9900: for too long
Afro9900: she hasnt even bumped into me
Afro9900: and we live in fuckin murrieta
Afro9900: i bump imto everyone but not her
Afro9900: i just wanna talk
bigsqueezeums: it will only make it worse i bet
Afro9900: i want to get to know katie as she is now
bigsqueezeums: but you need closer
bigsqueezeums: is what you need
Afro9900: i know
Afro9900: i thought 2 years was enough but believe it or not
Afro9900: its gettin worse now
bigsqueezeums: :-\
bigsqueezeums: shit sucks
Afro9900: vadim and the gang hate it
Afro9900: im always talkin bout her
Afro9900: i jsut cant let it go cuz still everything reminds me of her
bigsqueezeums: yea i know what you mean
Afro9900: i still know what every inch of her body looks like and it haunts me
Afro9900: i still find myself fantasysing about her
Afro9900: i mean...
Afro9900: theres so many prettier women than her i know that
bigsqueezeums: no
bigsqueezeums: not to you
bigsqueezeums: the girl you love
Afro9900: but i fantasize about her
bigsqueezeums: is the most beautiful girl there is
bigsqueezeums: jason
bigsqueezeums: listen to me
bigsqueezeums: i know what your talking about
bigsqueezeums: trust
bigsqueezeums: if ne one does it me you should know this
Afro9900: its hard
Afro9900: i do
bigsqueezeums: it still sucks for me 2 sometimes
bigsqueezeums: but i have nicole and i love her to death
bigsqueezeums: you just need to talk to her and get it over with
Afro9900: i was just gonna say that
bigsqueezeums: and find someone else
Afro9900: thats just it
Afro9900: i have 3 on the interest right now and yes we have been somewhat intamite
Afro9900: but she is still there
Afro9900: i thought that would be it but its not
bigsqueezeums: trying to forget her
bigsqueezeums: only makes her stay there longer
bigsqueezeums: :-\
bigsqueezeums: you just have to let it go
bigsqueezeums: as hard as that sounds
bigsqueezeums: i know
Afro9900: i know so i tried thinking bout her more often and thats the same too
Afro9900: there is no cure
Afro9900: there is no satisfaction
i will probably delete this later,
thanks for reading.