I's so confused
So everything is falling apart and coming together at the same time. If it doesn't make sense it doesn't matter because truly it wasn't meant for you to understand. It's just the way I'm thinking right now. So I'm already stressing over class sign up because now I have to wait until NEXT SATERDAY to actually sign up so I have to come up with a list of back up classes to take just in case all the one's I want are gone. I come home yesterday to one of the Health Department ladies coming to my door telling me that six months is almost up and that we have to do a re-evaluation on Meladee. (This is because six months ago when I was starting NMU FIA told me that I could no longer recieve cash assistance due to the fact that I wouldn't be able to work 40 hours/week so the Health Department swept in and put Meladee in the Early On program because she was agressive- hitting and whatnot- and for that I continued to get assistance). If they can't find any reasons to put her back in the program this time I'm gonna lose the assistance again and be completely and utterly screwed. My entire life depends on that money and the overage checks I'm getting every so often from NMU. So after that, my cousin on my mom's birth side calls me up and asks if I'm still coming to visit tomorrow. Although I would love to because this is all part of that meeting the family process I don't have any money to because this weekend is the weekend before the rent is due and we're also going down to Gladstone so I had to break it to her that I'd have to wait until more money comes to me and now I don't know if it will. On a good note, my cousin Kari in Wisconin is getting married on July 22, 2006 and I get to be her maid of honor. Very exciting. Now I have to lose weight. Until next time...