why me?
My life sucks from now on and I dont think it will ever be the same again.
I got in a lot of trouble w/ my mom after she met with all my teachers on thurs. Needless to say.. I kinda saw it coming but nothin like what its turned out to be. For a D and C I am certainly in a lot of trouble. Shes really mad because I havent been telling her my grades and stuff like that.. She took away my comp., took me off the soccer team, making me do every hw and assiggment I have ever missed even though I am not getting credit for it. And now she's going to be so damn involved in my schoolwork its like shes the one fuckin getting the Diploma or going to college. She said I make her sick and I feel the same way about her. So really now she's probably going to e-mail my teachers everyday for schoolstuff.. and dont give a shit anymore. I mean.. what's the point of living life if there's nothing or anyone who can make you happy?! Right now she has the most rude attitude with me and doesnt expect me to respond the same way. So I'm like the most loneliest person in the world and will be for a long time.
Since she acts to be so caring about my grades and stuff.. When I get my report card and it's what she wants, I'll congratulate her. I really don't care what she thinks anymore, and when her bitchy phase wears over.. I won't want to have anything to do with her and remind her of last night when she told me everything that has completely destroyed the person I have been for my entire life.
This may or may not be the last journal.. but I don't plan on being myself again.
p.s. It wont affect the way I treat other people though
Goodbye
I got in a lot of trouble w/ my mom after she met with all my teachers on thurs. Needless to say.. I kinda saw it coming but nothin like what its turned out to be. For a D and C I am certainly in a lot of trouble. Shes really mad because I havent been telling her my grades and stuff like that.. She took away my comp., took me off the soccer team, making me do every hw and assiggment I have ever missed even though I am not getting credit for it. And now she's going to be so damn involved in my schoolwork its like shes the one fuckin getting the Diploma or going to college. She said I make her sick and I feel the same way about her. So really now she's probably going to e-mail my teachers everyday for schoolstuff.. and dont give a shit anymore. I mean.. what's the point of living life if there's nothing or anyone who can make you happy?! Right now she has the most rude attitude with me and doesnt expect me to respond the same way. So I'm like the most loneliest person in the world and will be for a long time.
Since she acts to be so caring about my grades and stuff.. When I get my report card and it's what she wants, I'll congratulate her. I really don't care what she thinks anymore, and when her bitchy phase wears over.. I won't want to have anything to do with her and remind her of last night when she told me everything that has completely destroyed the person I have been for my entire life.
This may or may not be the last journal.. but I don't plan on being myself again.
p.s. It wont affect the way I treat other people though
Goodbye