if.i.could.only.speak.the.words.spoken.

Jul 17, 2004 17:51

I saw you for the very first time that nite. you were black, blue, even white. I could finaly look in your eyes and not fear what you would say. it was bliss, even though we didnt kiss. it was safe, it was real, im too afraid to feel the passion that you have for moi. you dont know what i say, but i completely understand you. i dont want to hold back, i want to be with you and only you. how hard is that to ask? miles and miles away, its getting harder and harder to see you. i cant stand the distance, the pain i feel knowing not of what you do, say, or feel. this love, theis liking is tearing us apart. if i could hold my breath until you came back, im sure id die in no time. its waiting with the pain and slow agony. my heart flutters, races and then slowly stops until it is no more. no heart beat, no butterflies in my stomache, nothing more than an empty void that have no will to be filled by any other than yours. this is not love, only a passion for another, a liking to their fashion, grace and agony shared by one and one. if there is a future, a past or present. then I should have left a long time ago. be gone like i chose to before, never to come back. that was my plan, only because you frightened me by your passion. christ my head is spinning, im dizzy by you. tell me what i speak of to verify the truth.

im madly in love with you...
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