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[afraidtofeel]

I keep thinking about dying and how one day Im going to eventually die. How can I make myself a legend that no one will be able to forget. because if I am going to die, I want to be known for something. I want to be the picture in the back of everybodies head. That movie no one can get over and will watch a million times over. But I dont want to be some cheesey re-run show thats played on basic cable tv. I want to stand out and make a point. But I have no idea on how to decide on what this I want to be. I can only figure the image and idea of such a person.

If only I looked up to something....

if only things wouldnt fit into play. If only this world was some crazy upsidedown cocktail of sex drugs and rock n roll.

i cant wait to die because its all your fault.