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so there is a huge party in antigonish and i can't go. the thing that bothers me most is that mom and dad think i am super disappointed because i cant see ryan. and thats not it at all. i saw him the weekend before last and i am going to see him before christmas, its not about ryan. its about the, o i dont know, 10 other awesome friends that i am going to miss. shayna and romard and jimmy and evan and sarah and liam and mich and lora and e.v.e.r.y.o.n.e. i am really sad i am missing out on such a fun party weekend. but i am a dummy who should have not went to halitown for halloween weekend and waited for this one. fuck. i am sad. and i was going to surprise ryan. i had the surprise all worked out in my head. and i remember when candice surprised kyle and she said it was the best thing ever and i was so excited. but alas, i cant go, because my parents ultimately think i am "smothering" ryan. thats nice. except no its not!!! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
the runner up option is awesome too though. as you can probably guess it is going to be SJ for the weekend. and i have NO WORK that i have to do. none! :) we will do a wine tasting? even though i dont like wine and most likely things with mary. yayaya
fuck im pissed i went away on halloween weekend.
end on grr..
the runner up option is awesome too though. as you can probably guess it is going to be SJ for the weekend. and i have NO WORK that i have to do. none! :) we will do a wine tasting? even though i dont like wine and most likely things with mary. yayaya
fuck im pissed i went away on halloween weekend.
end on grr..