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I'm becoming more angry, bitter, nervous, and lost every day I'm here. They want all these things from me that I can't give them. I think that my only way out is my grandmother's but if I go there then I will have to rent a storage space with my sister because I have so much shiz. I don't even know how much that costs. It just makes me really angry that they're asking me to pay so much for nothing really. I dont really eat here, I stay to myself and even though I'd be paying that much I still have no rights because I'm not "renting the room, [i'm] paying to stay here" even though they said I was always welcome. You know, they should really consider not being such hypocrites all the time, you know, it's part of the reason no one respects them. They think everyone respects them but respect and fear are completely different. I'm just sic ofm all of it.