Man.

[afraid_2_luv]

Man, am I pissed. For alot of things. First, someone's been messin' with my account. Sendin' emails to people, that I don't want them too. Aw, well, that don't matter. The thing I'm most upset about is Josh. Lately, he's been actin' like a lil' ass to me. All, I wanted to do was talk to him since, he is my best friend. And all that lil' punk could do was yell at me, tellin' me what a bitch I am. Screw him, I don't need this and I think he knows how mad it makes me and doesn't care. So, why should I? Argh. Me and Sarah Hall are supposed to go to the mall today, and she told him. So, now he wants to go to the mall. Well, he called me and asked about it. I told him we were doing anything. When I did he said, 'Sarah said ya'll were goin' to the mall. I said, 'Yeah, we are, and I really don't want you goin' but if you wanna go then ruin my day." I don't care about him anymore. I don't need him. I don't need Kye OR rance. I don't need this bullshit. Argh, I'm so mad. I just want to scream.
They all put everyone before me. When Amber was here, it was her. I can understand why, though. Now, it's Neeva and Camary. They act like I'm not even there when Neeva and Camary are around. They ignore me and all that other fun stuff, but when they leave, they expect me to mess with them and be all friendly like nothin' ever happened.
That really pisses me off rite there. I told myself, the next time any of them were bitches to me, I'd drop them. I guess, I'm droppin' them. I get this from home, from school, and from even church, and now I'm gettin' from the only people I thought cared about me. And, frankly, I'm sick of this shit.