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So..
I forgot what and when I posted last.
Anyways, I think I'm starting to get over Cody. I haven't talked to him about 'us' in a while, and the fact that he said no...is finally starting to sink in. I didn't understand why he told me no at first, and I didn't want to. But now, it kinda well, it makes sence. I don't even know why he liked me, of all those chicks that wanted him, that begged for him...he chose me. It just doesn't make sence. I don't know why he chose me to begin with, but now, he doesn't want me. And I guess in some weird way, I'm okay with that. I don't want to hide my feelings for him, because no matter what I'll always love him. So instead of hiding them, I ignore them. Maybe it's wrong to ignore him, but it's just until I completely move on.
I'll update more later on that. ^~~~^ as I don't do it enough.
So, this is werid. The other day I was talking to Nick, NICK BARRY. Now for those of you who don't know Nick and I dated for ONE, ONE, ONE day...then the next he dumped me saying he liked me better as a friend. But, last Year I got over it and we became friends, well when I was with someone, not saying names he saw me poppin' pills. He asked me if I still do that and I told him no. And he told me good, cause he didn't want me throwing my life away when I asked him why was it important to him he told me cause he cared about me. I don't think I hear that enough. That people actually care about me. And I'm one of those people who if I don't hear it I tend to forget it's true.
Anyways...I'm really tired.
I forgot what and when I posted last.
Anyways, I think I'm starting to get over Cody. I haven't talked to him about 'us' in a while, and the fact that he said no...is finally starting to sink in. I didn't understand why he told me no at first, and I didn't want to. But now, it kinda well, it makes sence. I don't even know why he liked me, of all those chicks that wanted him, that begged for him...he chose me. It just doesn't make sence. I don't know why he chose me to begin with, but now, he doesn't want me. And I guess in some weird way, I'm okay with that. I don't want to hide my feelings for him, because no matter what I'll always love him. So instead of hiding them, I ignore them. Maybe it's wrong to ignore him, but it's just until I completely move on.
I'll update more later on that. ^~~~^ as I don't do it enough.
So, this is werid. The other day I was talking to Nick, NICK BARRY. Now for those of you who don't know Nick and I dated for ONE, ONE, ONE day...then the next he dumped me saying he liked me better as a friend. But, last Year I got over it and we became friends, well when I was with someone, not saying names he saw me poppin' pills. He asked me if I still do that and I told him no. And he told me good, cause he didn't want me throwing my life away when I asked him why was it important to him he told me cause he cared about me. I don't think I hear that enough. That people actually care about me. And I'm one of those people who if I don't hear it I tend to forget it's true.
Anyways...I'm really tired.