Argh.
I am a horrible person.
Just so we're clear...I've been thinking about it...all nite.
How could I be so...jumpy? Just because he wanted me to go over to Jena's house, doesn't mean he likes me again. I mean, it could mean he just wants to see how I'm doing. Honestly, I don't think he likes me at all, hardly as a friend. I don't know how to explain it. If he wants me back, okay. If he doesn't, even better. I just want to know where we stand. I want to know how he feels about me, even if it does mean he has to open his mouth and talk. I want to yell at him, and tell him what a jerk he is...
I'll tell you all about it, later.
I am not even sure if I can go to Jena's house tomorrow, since she never called me back. This is monkey. Really retarded monkies who think they can fly but all they can do is fall. That's how I feel, life is like a roller coaster, as soon as you're up, you're right back down. ....I really hates rollercoasters.
>.<
- This person -
H, He, Li, Be, B, C, N, O, F, Ne. Is that ten? Hydrogen, Helium, Lithium, Beryillium, Boron, Carbon, Nitrogen, Oxygen, Flouride, Neon. That's a Hundred point test tomorrow. What crap.
Night. ((\-.-/))
[] Lyrics to Afrer All, by Delerium.[]
She knows the voices in her mind, they tell her to leave. She's tired, smiling madly until silence becomes very silently a noise in her mind.
After all she's got nothing inside, no good to give, no meaning to live. The mist engulfed tonight every single star.
After all they shared how could he simple say no?
After all they shared, he turned away from her to go.
She said she wouldn't cry,that was really just a lie.
She knows the noises in her mind, nothing's left, but screaming silence.
After all she feels numbness inside, the feeling's gone, shes upside down. Pictures behind her closed her eyes, this time you went to far.
After all they shared how could he simple say no?
After all they shared, he turned away from her to go.
She said she wouldn't cry,that was really just a lie
After all she's got nothing inside, no good to give, no meaning to live. The mist engulfed tonight every single star. []
Don't ask, I think I like posting lyrics. It makes me appreciates music more.
Just so we're clear...I've been thinking about it...all nite.
How could I be so...jumpy? Just because he wanted me to go over to Jena's house, doesn't mean he likes me again. I mean, it could mean he just wants to see how I'm doing. Honestly, I don't think he likes me at all, hardly as a friend. I don't know how to explain it. If he wants me back, okay. If he doesn't, even better. I just want to know where we stand. I want to know how he feels about me, even if it does mean he has to open his mouth and talk. I want to yell at him, and tell him what a jerk he is...
I'll tell you all about it, later.
I am not even sure if I can go to Jena's house tomorrow, since she never called me back. This is monkey. Really retarded monkies who think they can fly but all they can do is fall. That's how I feel, life is like a roller coaster, as soon as you're up, you're right back down. ....I really hates rollercoasters.
>.<
- This person -
H, He, Li, Be, B, C, N, O, F, Ne. Is that ten? Hydrogen, Helium, Lithium, Beryillium, Boron, Carbon, Nitrogen, Oxygen, Flouride, Neon. That's a Hundred point test tomorrow. What crap.
Night. ((\-.-/))
[] Lyrics to Afrer All, by Delerium.[]
She knows the voices in her mind, they tell her to leave. She's tired, smiling madly until silence becomes very silently a noise in her mind.
After all she's got nothing inside, no good to give, no meaning to live. The mist engulfed tonight every single star.
After all they shared how could he simple say no?
After all they shared, he turned away from her to go.
She said she wouldn't cry,that was really just a lie.
She knows the noises in her mind, nothing's left, but screaming silence.
After all she feels numbness inside, the feeling's gone, shes upside down. Pictures behind her closed her eyes, this time you went to far.
After all they shared how could he simple say no?
After all they shared, he turned away from her to go.
She said she wouldn't cry,that was really just a lie
After all she's got nothing inside, no good to give, no meaning to live. The mist engulfed tonight every single star. []
Don't ask, I think I like posting lyrics. It makes me appreciates music more.