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Today was Thanksgiving. I have a lot of REAL things to be thankful for...
-family
-friends
-just the ablitly to walk
-a friendly smile
-a hand that can hold
-eyes that can see
-lips that can speak
-laughter and jokes
-my unique talents
-love love love
arent you thankful for atleast that?
Idk where i am right now. I thaught of God after I wrote the first two lines then i proceeded to put him on the list first. Shouldn't it come naturally? Where have I gone with my faith? I feel it isnt enought but then everything is pulling me. Farther away. I love him so bc i feel he is right. Just something made up some should say. What harm is it for me to believe? Non at all. I can't stray from it. Then what am I doing? Straying away? no no no. i will always believe. it comes naturally to me. so i must put him there in his rightful place. look at me the one who isn't praying everyday. i used to you know. i guess i will be like most. oh, they say, there is time for that later. well what if there wasn't a later. what if i die today? will all be okay? no no no. but still here i am. questions? why so many? i ask one and out come more. like water breaking through a dam spilling into the homes of the people screaming in the town.
why doesnt it feel like the holidays?
-family
-friends
-just the ablitly to walk
-a friendly smile
-a hand that can hold
-eyes that can see
-lips that can speak
-laughter and jokes
-my unique talents
-love love love
arent you thankful for atleast that?
Idk where i am right now. I thaught of God after I wrote the first two lines then i proceeded to put him on the list first. Shouldn't it come naturally? Where have I gone with my faith? I feel it isnt enought but then everything is pulling me. Farther away. I love him so bc i feel he is right. Just something made up some should say. What harm is it for me to believe? Non at all. I can't stray from it. Then what am I doing? Straying away? no no no. i will always believe. it comes naturally to me. so i must put him there in his rightful place. look at me the one who isn't praying everyday. i used to you know. i guess i will be like most. oh, they say, there is time for that later. well what if there wasn't a later. what if i die today? will all be okay? no no no. but still here i am. questions? why so many? i ask one and out come more. like water breaking through a dam spilling into the homes of the people screaming in the town.
why doesnt it feel like the holidays?