Mocking my own feelings in cathartic exercise

[aforeigntongue]

You will never know how much
I love you
(if only because
I don't
care to elaborate)

My heart is in
my mouth
(which is
EXACTLY
where I want your
hard nipples and glabrous tongue)

You leave a
hole in me
that is much better
left in you

You will never know how much
it pains me
(to see feelings
trampled
by powerful calves)

My heart is in
neglect
(just when
I DON'T LIKE YOU
is when I feel
the deepest pangs of regret)