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Well I have Japanese exchange students at my house for three weeks, so that is why I haven't updated or anything. Not that I update every day anyway though. They are sleeping in the guest bedroom, which happens to be the room where the computer is. But they are gone all day today doing a group thing so I got on:). Their names are Yukari(You-car-E)and Ayaka(A-yack-a). They are super nice, but it gets frustrating at times cause they don't know much English.Every day they are learning more and more, but still. It's really cool having them.
It's weird cause right now I'm having like an awesome time and stuff, and I didn't think I would feel like this. Cause on the 27th will be the one year mark of my dad's death. But that day wasn't so hard, like I don't really remember it that well. But today and tomorrow one year ago were probably the hardest days of my life. My mom and I stayed at that hospital from the time my dad got there to the time he came home. I seriously don't think we got more than 2 to 3 hours of sleep both those nights. And lately I've been sleeping like 12 hours a night, heh. We sat in the little hospital chairs and were just talking about everything and would change the rags on my dad, cause he was really really hot. I guess with all bad things, good things come right? Like those days sucked so bad cause I didn't really believe that my dad was gunna really die from cancer, but then when he went to the hospital it was so real and I realized wow you know, this sucks. But during those days I grew so close to my mom, and that was so awesome cause well yeah. This morning I just woke up with all these memories and I was like ding live journal! Sad, yeah kinda.
It's weird cause right now I'm having like an awesome time and stuff, and I didn't think I would feel like this. Cause on the 27th will be the one year mark of my dad's death. But that day wasn't so hard, like I don't really remember it that well. But today and tomorrow one year ago were probably the hardest days of my life. My mom and I stayed at that hospital from the time my dad got there to the time he came home. I seriously don't think we got more than 2 to 3 hours of sleep both those nights. And lately I've been sleeping like 12 hours a night, heh. We sat in the little hospital chairs and were just talking about everything and would change the rags on my dad, cause he was really really hot. I guess with all bad things, good things come right? Like those days sucked so bad cause I didn't really believe that my dad was gunna really die from cancer, but then when he went to the hospital it was so real and I realized wow you know, this sucks. But during those days I grew so close to my mom, and that was so awesome cause well yeah. This morning I just woke up with all these memories and I was like ding live journal! Sad, yeah kinda.