Jul 05, 2005 09:37
now heres my problem
i'm in love
i love wchi this girl, i love everything about her
to me she is probably the most beautiful girl in the world
despite her lack of ability to believe that.
this sounds okay does it not?
well one of our problems is that despite this mutual love,
we dont know what we want, and at the same time as we
dont know what we want, we also know that a few of the
things we do want from a relationship that we cant give
eachother right now.
shitty eh.
i can see myself being with her for the rest of my life.
its weird to be able to see that happening at 18. which i am now
i turned it june 29th. it was a great day, i also had surgery on
my ankle haha. go figure. and i really havent had any birthday gifts.
but doesnt matter.
point is i'm in love with her.
but it just doesnt work
and its driving me to a certain
insanity...
i'm not even going to get into my problems when it comes to the friendship
i'm forbidden to. damned boyfriend jealous of me
but no life is good , hanging around, healin up etc.