chapter 4
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really, oh my god....this is getting out of hand...waking up in the middle of the night screaming....scared to get out of bed...feeling like a theres 45435234 pounds on my chest when ever i go to breath-in deep...
my dad crying to me again...just wanting me to stop scaring him..and my sister...my little sister wont even let a guy kiss her these days...."i dont want to turn out like you" she told me on our way to get a movie...
everyone just leave me the fuck alone...because your bullshit little one-line, text book pick me ups arnt going to help me this time...
i dont know what to do...running away wont help...theres shitty people everywhere...i cant seem to accept anything...i know too much for my own good...
im reading that book, "brave new world" it talks about how everyone is always on this drug called "soma" and it makes them be youthful forever...god..if only i had a truck full of that shit.
im sorry...i just felt some people needed an explanation of why i was closing them out...but i dont think i did a very good job explaning anything...well fuck
to wrap it up...i just feel like a pictures that just didnt get the right exposer for my settings...
fin.
"You're out on the street looking good, and baby,
Deep down in your heart I guess you know that it ain't right,
Never never never never never never never hear me when I cry at night.
Baby, I cry all the time!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I can't stand the pain,
But when you hold me in your arms, I'll sing it once again.
I'll say come on, come on, come on, come on, yeah take it!
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby.
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah,
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, yeah.
Well, You know you got it, child, if it makes you feel good"
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really, oh my god....this is getting out of hand...waking up in the middle of the night screaming....scared to get out of bed...feeling like a theres 45435234 pounds on my chest when ever i go to breath-in deep...
my dad crying to me again...just wanting me to stop scaring him..and my sister...my little sister wont even let a guy kiss her these days...."i dont want to turn out like you" she told me on our way to get a movie...
everyone just leave me the fuck alone...because your bullshit little one-line, text book pick me ups arnt going to help me this time...
i dont know what to do...running away wont help...theres shitty people everywhere...i cant seem to accept anything...i know too much for my own good...
im reading that book, "brave new world" it talks about how everyone is always on this drug called "soma" and it makes them be youthful forever...god..if only i had a truck full of that shit.
im sorry...i just felt some people needed an explanation of why i was closing them out...but i dont think i did a very good job explaning anything...well fuck
to wrap it up...i just feel like a pictures that just didnt get the right exposer for my settings...
fin.
"You're out on the street looking good, and baby,
Deep down in your heart I guess you know that it ain't right,
Never never never never never never never hear me when I cry at night.
Baby, I cry all the time!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I can't stand the pain,
But when you hold me in your arms, I'll sing it once again.
I'll say come on, come on, come on, come on, yeah take it!
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby.
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah,
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, yeah.
Well, You know you got it, child, if it makes you feel good"