Sep 22, 2005 01:06
-i just keep telling myself that im leaving in less then a year...
+which led to me staying up until 3 yesterday applying to any college that was out of state that had photography and dance in their program.
-im excited for Chicago...oh my god jessica...its going to be like the mipa dorms all over again...ah..its going to be so sweet.
-i think the photo show at the open house went alright...i went up there for a little bit and Wilson said that everyone was saying nice things about the photography displayed. which makes me happy.
-my ass hurts, along with my legs, and my arms...i hate hip hop class...i cant do it..i look stupid when i do it...and the kids all probably think im a big joke...i noticed that i always wear my pink tights and a skirt in hip hop class, thats probably why i always look out of place when i go to teach the class haha.
-i have no pictures to go with my entry today...kind of sad...so i bet no one will even notices this entry..
-i had a dream, that everything just fell into place. like...all the shit thats been going on, didnt just go away...just people explained why they used me/stop talking to me/lied to me..ect. for 20 minutes after i woke up...i was really...relaxed...like this huge weight was lifted off from my heart...
i kind of still feel like that...but im just in denial of my real state of mind....oh well..
-so, oh my god...the new degrassi episode came out in Canada on monday, and i downloaded it today....
it made me happy...ive been obsessed with that show since i was in 8th grade..ahh...im lame
um...i think im done
Peace and love
"Oh what a beautiful view
If you were never aware of what was around you
And it is true what you said
That I live like a hermit in my own head
But when the sun shines again
I'll pull the curtains and blinds to let the light in."