i couldn't help it
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears <---that line stands out..hmm
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I've been crying all day...or just about...for some reason the tears just won't come out. It's like they're stuck. Blah. It's just too emotional of a day. First out of fear and then pain and then the fact that people amaze me...people loving me. That's the hardest thing to comprehend...
My heart aches. i wish meliss could be here. i need her to knock some sense into me. i just need her. the distance is killing me. apparently, according to paul, she needs me out there just as bad because she keeps making decisions and needs sense knocked into her as well. heh. it's funny in a way...here i'm graduating in a couple days and instead of being all sad about everyone in my class who i'll never see again i am crying over my best friend. she's already so far from me. 3000 miles. it makes no sense.
and marz...my marzipan...
i love those two more than life itself. clearly. without either one of them i'd just as soon be dead.
i know you shouldn't say those things but it's the truth.
Suppressed by all my childish fears <---that line stands out..hmm
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I've been crying all day...or just about...for some reason the tears just won't come out. It's like they're stuck. Blah. It's just too emotional of a day. First out of fear and then pain and then the fact that people amaze me...people loving me. That's the hardest thing to comprehend...
My heart aches. i wish meliss could be here. i need her to knock some sense into me. i just need her. the distance is killing me. apparently, according to paul, she needs me out there just as bad because she keeps making decisions and needs sense knocked into her as well. heh. it's funny in a way...here i'm graduating in a couple days and instead of being all sad about everyone in my class who i'll never see again i am crying over my best friend. she's already so far from me. 3000 miles. it makes no sense.
and marz...my marzipan...
i love those two more than life itself. clearly. without either one of them i'd just as soon be dead.
i know you shouldn't say those things but it's the truth.