oh geez.
so i finally get what i want.
a great guy that i think actually cares about me.
i kinda like robert... but hes never there and i dont think he can give me everything i need.
i like richie a lot. we hung out cuz its his birthday.
i really wasnt looking for a new bf but thats how it seems to me ending up...
but should i give up something okay to see if this would be better?
he has some psycho ex though, i dont give a fuck.
i'll take it like im supposed to.
im going for it.