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Haven't updated in a while. Figured I'd give a quickie while I was able.
I'm heading up to New York Sunday morning at 6:55. Goodie! Chaperoning again just like I did in January in LA. Hopefully I have more fun this time than last.
Things with Bryan and I are great. We are saving every dime and finding a place.
School sucks. I took the summer quarter off. I don't think I'm going back in the fall though. I'm sick of the course. I'm burnt out on Interior Design. It was just toooooo stressfull for me. I'm tired of not getting sleep and spending all my money on projects.
My whole life it was implanted in my head to go to college after high school. Get a degree and have a career. Yada yada yada. Well my mom didnt finish college...i dont think. and my dad isnt working NEAR his degree's field. I dunno. The thing is i dont know what i want to do with my life anymore. I don know its not being an interior designer though. That just isnt my calling ive realized.
I'm lost. I dont want to waste anyones time or more importantly MONEY. I just want to work and live my life. Maybe get a second job because I'm sick of bein broke. I dunno
Anywho. I'm packing and gettin ready for Sunday. Armani's 3rd birthday is Saturday. And Evan is coming to town from Cali Friday. Got a very busy weekend ahead of me.
Text message me while I'm gone. Let me know you love me!!!
I'm heading up to New York Sunday morning at 6:55. Goodie! Chaperoning again just like I did in January in LA. Hopefully I have more fun this time than last.
Things with Bryan and I are great. We are saving every dime and finding a place.
School sucks. I took the summer quarter off. I don't think I'm going back in the fall though. I'm sick of the course. I'm burnt out on Interior Design. It was just toooooo stressfull for me. I'm tired of not getting sleep and spending all my money on projects.
My whole life it was implanted in my head to go to college after high school. Get a degree and have a career. Yada yada yada. Well my mom didnt finish college...i dont think. and my dad isnt working NEAR his degree's field. I dunno. The thing is i dont know what i want to do with my life anymore. I don know its not being an interior designer though. That just isnt my calling ive realized.
I'm lost. I dont want to waste anyones time or more importantly MONEY. I just want to work and live my life. Maybe get a second job because I'm sick of bein broke. I dunno
Anywho. I'm packing and gettin ready for Sunday. Armani's 3rd birthday is Saturday. And Evan is coming to town from Cali Friday. Got a very busy weekend ahead of me.
Text message me while I'm gone. Let me know you love me!!!