baby girl why you always look so sad?...
Soo... i dont know exactly how to write this but..whatver..
okie so my dad just gained up on me today,and i was alreayd feeeling like shit all dieand jsut wanted to die already,everyone was just gainging up on me, i just couldnt take it! and then my dad just went crazy! he was telling me my grades were shit! i got two c's a D and a B...HES fucking shit,and i told him he doesnt care and that he doesnt kno how hard it is and how depressing it is being home alone all the time..and hes just a big fucking child.....and then my sister called him the worst father ever, which hurt her to say it,but its true...he treats his kids like shit, and wasnt even there when we were kids...soo wtf? u expect me to call u dad and have that greeat bond when hes soo distant?and then he started hitting my sister and i jumped in front of her and him and was trying to calm him down,and i was like wtf is wrong with u,..and he just gave me the most hatefull look ever..and started pushing me,and turned on me again! and told me to get the fuck out, kicking me out of my own fucking room...can u believe this? his only nice kid he has...kicking her out?where wtf am i suspose to go? Ugh its jsut sumthing u had to bethere for..my friend jackie saw the whole thing...soo for those of u people who call me emo, fuck u..cuz u dont even kno....
i just wish i had sumone who trully cared about me in these times u kno,i called brandon and..i dunno...he said he was gunna all me back,soo i guess i cant depend on him..its just sucks cuz i give so much,and ...i dont even ask for much in return..just sum love..and i dont even have that..so i guess i should stop careing about others and just love myelf.
this is the real me...no bullshit..just me........and i wish that everyone would just see that..
-Nohely
okie so my dad just gained up on me today,and i was alreayd feeeling like shit all dieand jsut wanted to die already,everyone was just gainging up on me, i just couldnt take it! and then my dad just went crazy! he was telling me my grades were shit! i got two c's a D and a B...HES fucking shit,and i told him he doesnt care and that he doesnt kno how hard it is and how depressing it is being home alone all the time..and hes just a big fucking child.....and then my sister called him the worst father ever, which hurt her to say it,but its true...he treats his kids like shit, and wasnt even there when we were kids...soo wtf? u expect me to call u dad and have that greeat bond when hes soo distant?and then he started hitting my sister and i jumped in front of her and him and was trying to calm him down,and i was like wtf is wrong with u,..and he just gave me the most hatefull look ever..and started pushing me,and turned on me again! and told me to get the fuck out, kicking me out of my own fucking room...can u believe this? his only nice kid he has...kicking her out?where wtf am i suspose to go? Ugh its jsut sumthing u had to bethere for..my friend jackie saw the whole thing...soo for those of u people who call me emo, fuck u..cuz u dont even kno....
i just wish i had sumone who trully cared about me in these times u kno,i called brandon and..i dunno...he said he was gunna all me back,soo i guess i cant depend on him..its just sucks cuz i give so much,and ...i dont even ask for much in return..just sum love..and i dont even have that..so i guess i should stop careing about others and just love myelf.
this is the real me...no bullshit..just me........and i wish that everyone would just see that..
-Nohely