idk
So i haven't been on here in a while...so i figured i write something here cause im sure no one checks LJ anymore.
I feel so helpless.I cant even help myself.im working myself to death ..and for what? i have no real home...my heart is breaking everyday because sometimes i think of just ending it all.this world is not what i thought it was,its so hard to be independent knowing that the place you once called home....you can never call it that again...im not welcomed there.i have no real family and i have no real true friends.so what am i to do? i dont know about some people but,times are hard out there,cant trust no one...i just cant help myself but to cry to myself at how pathetic ive become...i wish i had a guide to to me what to do,or someone to let me know everything will be okay and i can believe it....the people im living with now are very kind,but im upset now because i been licing here for almost 2 months..and now are saying i cant have my boyfriend sleep over and are asking for more rent.. i jsut dont know
I feel so helpless.I cant even help myself.im working myself to death ..and for what? i have no real home...my heart is breaking everyday because sometimes i think of just ending it all.this world is not what i thought it was,its so hard to be independent knowing that the place you once called home....you can never call it that again...im not welcomed there.i have no real family and i have no real true friends.so what am i to do? i dont know about some people but,times are hard out there,cant trust no one...i just cant help myself but to cry to myself at how pathetic ive become...i wish i had a guide to to me what to do,or someone to let me know everything will be okay and i can believe it....the people im living with now are very kind,but im upset now because i been licing here for almost 2 months..and now are saying i cant have my boyfriend sleep over and are asking for more rent.. i jsut dont know