am i back where i started?
Me and mike are taking a break..its been a week so far.....i just wanna know if theres a future with us...i care for him . .but... just..when i do talk to him on the phone...he makes it akward . . .when it shouldnt be. . .
am i really that impossible to be with?
I wanna give up on school . . . i dont really have anyone who believes in my anymore, so whats the point?
ugh everything just seems so cloudy and frustrating . . . i just wish it would end.
i want to give mike a letter, letting him know how i feel... cause obviouslly... its not getting threw his head, he says he cares about me, but then says i can do what ever i want? telling me i deserve someone else...i dont want anyone else .. .. but he just seems like hes pushing me away .... i think hes making excuses .... & its hurting me ...i cant take much more of it.... if he wants to let go of everything we had...then... he can just tell me straight up
am i really that impossible to be with?
I wanna give up on school . . . i dont really have anyone who believes in my anymore, so whats the point?
ugh everything just seems so cloudy and frustrating . . . i just wish it would end.
i want to give mike a letter, letting him know how i feel... cause obviouslly... its not getting threw his head, he says he cares about me, but then says i can do what ever i want? telling me i deserve someone else...i dont want anyone else .. .. but he just seems like hes pushing me away .... i think hes making excuses .... & its hurting me ...i cant take much more of it.... if he wants to let go of everything we had...then... he can just tell me straight up