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[afirocksmysox]

so here it comes again 
all of the questions. 
if you really love somebody why does it matter about how much you have in common?
haven't you ever heard of opposites attract?
guess not hoe. 
i think it was just some lame excuse to leave
not like i ment that much to you in the first place. 
it really doesn;t seem like it took to much for you to move on, although looks can be deciving, yes i know.
i guess you just didn't love me as much as you said you did.
and i guess i wasn't as important as you said i was either.
but i bet you'll say those exact same things to the next girl that comes arourd right?

but you know, it would still be nice to get at least a fucking hi once in a while.
but noooooo 
instead just walk right by me and look the other way and
pretend not to see me okay??? 
you seem to do that a lot anyways.
thats pretty lame.
your pretty lame.
fucking myspace. 
common.
i honestly thought it would be differnent this time
like somehow you would change?
for the better
but no 
you changed all right 
but not for the better thats for damn sure. 
i'm sorry i couldnt make you happy
 sorry i'm not the ideal girl 
pretty and fucking twig skinny 
but its okay 
you don't have to worry about me trying to win you over again
because it won't happen 
if you can't change this time and get your head out of your ass now
i guess its just gonna be stuck there forever 
and i don't want a guy with their head stuck up there ass 
or up their cousins ass either
go spoon eachother
i'm not trying a third time.
i Pinky Promise you.
you've finally made it clear that i am nothing that you have ever wanted
and probably nothing you will ever want 
even though you were everything to me.

just go live you fast food, wannabe canadian , hill billy, blue truck monkey , drug and alcohol infested life
without me
i'm sure you won't miss me. 
but damn,
i sure will miss you...
♥