The Seventh Night of Tantra, Chapter 19
Chapter 19
Tantric mistress said to the pair: You have come further on your way. Your initiation is coming slowly to an end. There are still open questions, questions you will answer yourselves in moments when you will be giving yourselves to one another. When you spend this sixth night together, you will explore each other even more. You will not talk or feel shy or with reservations. Ritual will bring you new pleasures. In this pleasure you will find greater power over yourself and others. Your body is like the instrument of an excellent musician. You need to play it in all possible variations. Only this way you can explore the paths leading to a creative control.
As they had the day before, they washed each other. Both enjoyed the liquid element combined with giving each other the pleasure and being sensitive to the sensations of the other, details they hadn’t noticed before.
Luke sat next to Reid, caressing his lips, nipples, going down to his belly to press the root of Reid´s penis and pressing on his perineum trying to concentrate fully and without any additional motions or touches that were not allowed. He felt content as if in the right moment in the right place. How he adored every little piece of him, thinking when he watched Reid´s calm face, lightly rising chest and imagined those bright loving eyes under his closed eyelids.
After a moment Luke gently grabbed Reid´s penis and waited for his contractions that came with much stronger fervor than he expected. They repeated three rounds and Luke put his hands in his lap and they changed positions. Now Reid slid his hands across Luke´s lips, gently brushing nipples, his belly, penis and pulsing perineum. Grabbing Luke´s penis in his big hand fully, he let Luke make his master motions just by contracting the right muscles in the shaft. Reid totally enjoyed this silent ritual, there was something mystical about it, having his beautiful man under his hands, trusting him, and being bound with him through these rituals that were taking them beyond, somewhere they have never been, somewhere alive and deep.
It was Luke´s turn again. He slowly laid Reid on the bed, heels connected and put hands that were not allowed to touch Luke, on his belly and sat next to him. Luke made sure he was comfortable, laid pillows under his head and under his thighs. They both said their mantras. Then Luke lowered himself on his arms, and with his lips brushed over Reid´s lips that were not allowed to respond to the kiss. He only opened them slightly, to inhale his lover´s fragrance. The touch was electrifying and stronger than the days before. As if their senses were developing with their love, deeper and higher each day. He was careful not to touch him anywhere else on his body and went down and softly brushed Reid´s nipples, circling them a few times with his tongue and playing with them feeling Reid´s pelvis rise. Shifting himself lower, he reached Reid´s beautiful arching penis and brushed over it with his full lips in the same way, pressing to the perineum, strictly adhering to the rules of the sixth night of tantra that was described in the crimson book.
Now Luke took Reid fully in his mouth. Reid felt the warmth enclose him and strong surge of energy made him arch again as it travelled up his spine. Then, Luke slid his fingers in Reid´s entrance and massaged. Luke did his best. Of course. He hadn’t had Reid in his mouth for days! He pressed and licked and sucked him as best as he could, totally lost in the action of his heart, that he was giving this gift to his love. In few moments, Reid took Luke´s hand and stilled his motions. They pulsated together for a good while and breathed with full alertness, looking each other in eyes before Luke returned to the sucking. Luke swirled his tongue around the shaft and around the head, and massaged his balls occasionally, giving them full licks and sucks. At the same time, Luke was watching Reid´s reactions so that he wouldn’t miss even a small detail of what he loved and what Luke might discover about his lover. Reid stopped him again with softer cry this time, and pronouncing ‘pah dah omah’, the mantra of control, Luke observed how he was gaining control over his excitement.
They continued the cycles again, each time interrupting in the moment just before completion. It would seem that it would be exhausting. Reid however, was fully present in his body and mind, aware of the energy flows to a certain extent felt that the energy and strength stayed there in his whole being. With each interruption he felt livelier and happier. Furthermore, the interruptions were not as painful as in sessions before, which was due to a major shift in perception. The mind had calmed down, adjusted to the rules probably, learned the habit, become more powerful as it gradually trained its will in the course of the past weeks. As with every new habit we want to establish in our life daily, it is said it must be repeated for at least three weeks before the mind accepts it and wants to do it itself, so the action is not forced.
In this way, Luke and Reid had accepted the cycles of love, cycles of riding themselves to roaring tops only to fall silent in the next instant, taking turns as either the one who tops or the one who is being topped, thus engaging in balanced play that could last forever. They stepped into natural state of things as everything on Earth exists in cycles, everything, be it a human, an idea or a solid matter, is born and at one point dies again when the time comes. When their hearts started to overflow with love, with the amounts that mere humans could neither contain nor hold forever, they rested on each other, with silent and pulsing cells, where love took over completely and goodness was shining through their bodies.
They waited one hour, it could have been several minutes or several hours, they wouldn’t have noticed. They ate and drank in silence, slowly, more aware of their bodies and physical needs, only using their eye contact and completely attuned minds, between which all the communication happened.
Now, after the one hour rule, everything was permitted. Rapidly, the softness shifted to brutal, unashamed eye sex that didn’t exactly help them to calm down. Reid guided Luke to lean his back to him, so that he could hold Luke from behind and have his face as close as possible, feeling Luke´s crack with his penis and both of his arms capturing him in a full protective embrace. Like this, he caressed his cock again in one hand, and could press his balls nicely as well, and gently reached his entrance with the other pushing slowly in. Before they knew it, they had returned to the cyclic gentle stimulation, even without the prohibition of limited touching or extra motions.
Reid focused on the softness in his hands, the softness inherent in the essence of Luke, who was leaning into his body, the velvety hair that tickled his temples and the light body but strong man body that melted in his touches. His hands worked in perfect harmony, his lips found Luke´s earlobe and licked all over, one motion following the other, never interrupting the flow unless Luke stopped him himself. They entered in a sort of connected silent trance, with constant breathing and moans that were so erotic and authentic, that their minds completely stopped and there were only the bodily sensations. These sensations magnified with each cycle of interruption. Both realized that their excercises had started to become a natural part of their love games. They seemed to be integrating its principles naturally to their life and to experience everything that happened between them. Both felt like riding the steep slopes of mountains, immersed in one another´s energetic body, their physical boundaries confluencing in one another. Suddenly, Luke heard such clear words in his mind, and he knew they were different from the usual thoughts.
Would you say yes, my love, if I asked you to marry me and be mine forever in this and all lives to come?
Neither of them made a sound, yet both looked each other in the eyes as if the silence spoke for them. The moment seemed to never end. Yes, my love, I would.
“Good, then marry me tomorrow, Luke!” Reid had his usual tone that was so him.
“Yes Reid …. yes!” Luke whispered to Reid´s mouth, happy that he had called Christine in that morning, and sank into his embrace even more deeply, with Reid peppering him with little kisses all over Luke´s being that he loved so dearly.