The Seventh Night of Tantra, Chapter 3
Chapter 3
The tantric master said: ´You have reached the ability to understand the pleasures that your body can give you through your senses. You have entered them through mantra and yantra but this is only the beginning of your pleasure´.
Reid lied on his back, naked, with his knees bent and falling to the sides and heels connected close to his perineum. With his eyes closed he breathed slowly, listening to silent tones of Tantric Heart Music for lovers. He was ready for the second lecture. Focusing his mind to the picture of him lying on the bed, he brought both his hands to his lips om adhi ommfuck you are going to get it Luke… bringing his index and middle finger to his nipples he gently massaged each of them eliciting pleasant feelings.
After short break with the yantra in his mind, he guided his hands down to his penis, gently pressing at the root from each side. Then he slid both hands lower and pressed deeper in the lowest point of his penis. At this point his muscles started to react and Reid exhaled deeper and louder enjoying the swirl of sensations flooding him.
He continued the movement of the index fingers along the sides of his scrotum and stopped at the perineum. Pressing again several times here, he felt soft vibrations in his feet travelling up through his torso and to head. Yeah this feels good.
Reid suddenly noticed how he enjoyed this and he was surprised how before he never fully perceived and really never was in his own body as he was now. Remembering his shower few hours ago, he washed himself automatically and quickly, not really being present with each stroke of his loofa.
Fully concentrated now, he lowered his fingers further down and pressed his rectal muscles and for a moment almost slid them inside because he so wanted to. Suddenly the image of Luke´s hot tongue softly circling his hole popped in his mind. Fuck!
He wouldn’t have believed these simple touches but mostly the mind pictures could make him so hot and wanting more. Noticing his quickened breath he grasped his penis at the root with index and thumb again, narrowing the circle and then rested his hands on his belly.
The tantric mistress spoke to her disciples: ´In order to achieve even greater exaltation you have to learn to control the senses of pleasure. Within these, there are concealed sexual feelings, energy and strengths whose power will surmount all your dreams and expectations. This is the essential ritual in tantra. This is the key to everything that can be attained.´
Still lying with the feet pressed together and knees falling to sides Reid found himself in deep relaxation and he knew he was ready to go further. Om adhi om… Taking hold of his aroused dick between thumbs and index fingers from both sides and keeping mental image of what he was doing he slid from the root up to the tip and pressed harder.
Repeating this three times Reid brought his erection to full bloom and grabbing his dick firm with right hand and balls in the other, the image of Luke plunging his tongue deep inside no chance of going away, he started to move quick and furious the way he liked it and because he simply couldn´t help it otherwise. Aaahhh Luke you can do it so well…a violent wave through his pelvic area threatened with explosion and Reid forced himself to let go of his pulsating penis, putting his hands on his belly and imagining a black wall with the inscribed mantra of control pah dah omah which he pronounced several times. Control is the key! He grabbed his cock again but no, I can do it!
Reid got up from the bed, put on his pants and went to the kitchen trying to control his exultation with the only tool his mind was able to bring him now. Making himself a sandwich the length of the Great Wall of China he tried to ignore how excited he was. He had so much energy. A black wall with the control mantra didn’t help. He felt as if his whole lower region was spinning and whirling so he tried to think of Bob and tomorrow´s board meeting. Ok, Bobbo, that works. But after a while, he was back thinking of Luke rimming him and Reid found himself right back where he started.
Clutching for the last help, he imagined Noah. Reluctantly, because he´d rather forget, forcing his mind to remember their last meeting two years ago in Java when Noah had been on his ´just now remembered I had boyfriend whom I possess trip´ and had patted his shoulder, Reid shrugged at the vivid sensation and faster than the speed of light, he felt his dick shrink and hide as far in his pants as possible. Useful, finally.
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“So are you doing those every night?”, Luke was so curious and he couldn’t wait for them to do the exercises together, all seven nights of tantra.
“Are you trying to kill me?,” Reid grumped to the microphone. “Yeah, every night and I have you permanently in my lap”, Reid said in low husky voice.
“Isn´t it fun Reid? I knew you´d love it”, a smile playing on Luke´s lips.
“Yeah well not as fun as you riding me in reality but bearable. But don’t you think I´ll be able to control myself when you are lying within my reach doing those sexercises”.
Luke giggled, suddenly turning serious, “I miss you”.
“I miss you too Luke…”, Reid paused and hesitated, “actually, I was thinking that I would fly over to spent some time off with you. I haven’t had real vacation since high school and I checked on Pune´s Neuro Society. In a few days they are holding a workshop on Molecular biotechnology and bioinformatics… so what do you say?”
“Oh my god, Reid that would be wonderful, of course I´d love you to come, I just never thought you would like to come to this umm…it´s bit different here”, Luke laughed at the image of Reid squeezing his way through mooing cows, goats and crazy rickshaw drivers.
“What? I´m a yogi already, now I do Hindu tantra, you know I can chant ‘om’ pretty well. I’d just grab my yoga mat, kurta pajamas and I´m good to go. It can ´t be that different”, Reid joked.
They finished their skype call, both excited about meeting each other soon, neither pronouncing what was felt in the air, how much they wanted to make love to each other, how much they wanted to hold the other in his arms and hell, even cuddle, Reid thought.
Reid had a lot to prepare. Arranging a few things at the hospital, Bob gave him time off. Reid then booked his ticket for the flight in four days, so he could leave after the board meeting at Memorial.
He was in exceptionally good spirit and stopped at Al´s to pick up his order. Reid entered the diner with a smile as bright as thousand ruby suns, almost bouncing with joy. Henry froze in the middle of making a latte order when beaming Reid came to the counter.
“There he is, my dear Hank, how are you?”, Reid´s playfulness bubbled on surface even though he tried to control it.
“Are you ill?”
“Why would I be?”
„You look happy, almost too happy…are you sure you´re Reid Oliver, asshole number one?”, passing him his order with brows high on his forehead.
“Yeah, it´s still me and thank you for that compliment”, Reid winked at him,
“Have a lovely day Hank”, accentuating the word lovely, Reid giggled to himself and left the diner.
Is this what they call happiness? When he walked around the little pond that was close to their house, Reid sat on the bank and watched, fascinated at the brown ducks in the water. Why he never saw how beautiful they were before. I love even the fucking ducks. Mesmerized, he watched how they were flowing peacefully on the water’s surface, cleaning their feathers and oddly diving in to get some food.
After a while, he stood up to go home. He loved their home. He felt Luke´s warmth in every room. My lovely Luke. Luke, my love, we will meet soon. Yeah, right now Reid allowed this side of himself and his feelings without trying to ignore them. He let himself experience the love he felt for his lover.
He suddenly loved the letter L. It was good. L was in the word LOVE and his darling´s name because the vibration of that letter itself resonated in his chest and that was the heart’s area. Luke is LOVE.
***
Reid, wwrrrrrreid, Luke growled for himself and felt rapid wave of thrill shoot through his body. Various possibilities of what they could do there were popping up in his mind. Luke wanted to make it as enjoyable for Reid as possible to show him how happy he was that his boyfriend had decided to come and spend time together with him.
Tonight he had one more evening planned with Christine, who had promised to teach Luke a secret ritual she was certain he would love to master.
Their session went to a very late hour that night. Luke really had to let go of his western ways of thinking and looking at things. This was something totally different and it took him some time to process and to believe what Christine was trying to pass on to him. Also, he had to believe that it was really possible because in his scientific oriented world this was impossible. To make someone reach pleasures and orgasmic states just with your own mind, without touching them?, Luke shook his head.
The next evening around 9 pm, he sat down to kneeling position in his bedroom, merged into relaxation, asking for permission and protection from Shiva and Kali as Christine taught him and slowly began to visualize in detail every part of Reid´s naked kneeling body as a holograph in front of him. Luke chuckled, hoping Reid wouldn’t be in the operating room or in some important meeting with Bob.
Still having a few doubts this would work, Luke smiled and whispered with tenderness so natural to him, “Reid, this is for you baby”.
Coating his hands with sweet almond oil Luke lifted his arms in the air to run over crystal clear vision of Reid´s chest. Circling his nipples, directing his lips to reach Reid´s neck, Luke began the gentle suckle of Reid´s whole body.
A/N:
Kurta - male piece of clothing, long shirt
Shiva and Kali - two Hindu deities, representing male and female energies