well.... uh... ahem...uh...
So I am totally not counting my chickens before they hatch... but I am SERIOUSLY starting to wonder if I am pregnant. Okay HOW MANY TIMES have I thought this and been wrong? LoL.
Okay but I was supposed to start my period on the 18th and I didn't. When I was 4 days late I started spotting really lightly which NEVER has happened to me before. And then 2 days later I had weird discharge. Then nothing. Today is day 8. Nothing... still. So being late is not what has me concerned. I'm usually late. It's so very normal. Although lately I've only been a few days late not a week. But still... it's colder weather too...anyway I just never spotted and then discharged the way I did before, so that's what had me a little freaked out. Anyway so I did some research today and found out that both spotting and discharge are signs of early pregnancy, and also I can still have some minor cramps and backache, etc etc in early pregnancy that feel like period cramps...which I am having. So I guess I'm either going to have a weird period... or I'm pregnant. Anyway I'll wait until December 18th to take a pregnancy test if I haven't started my period by then... until then I'm going to try and not worry about it all, or get too hopeful.
I want to be a mommy so very badly. But I know it would make everything on David and I 100 times harder and that scares me.... so I don't know if this would be good or bad. There's many things to consider that I didn't before when I was wanting to have a baby so bad it blinded me.... now I'm being more cautious about it... and I just don't KNOW. LoL.
Anyway....gonna go burn another CD. I finally finished my christmas CD. LoL.
Okay but I was supposed to start my period on the 18th and I didn't. When I was 4 days late I started spotting really lightly which NEVER has happened to me before. And then 2 days later I had weird discharge. Then nothing. Today is day 8. Nothing... still. So being late is not what has me concerned. I'm usually late. It's so very normal. Although lately I've only been a few days late not a week. But still... it's colder weather too...anyway I just never spotted and then discharged the way I did before, so that's what had me a little freaked out. Anyway so I did some research today and found out that both spotting and discharge are signs of early pregnancy, and also I can still have some minor cramps and backache, etc etc in early pregnancy that feel like period cramps...which I am having. So I guess I'm either going to have a weird period... or I'm pregnant. Anyway I'll wait until December 18th to take a pregnancy test if I haven't started my period by then... until then I'm going to try and not worry about it all, or get too hopeful.
I want to be a mommy so very badly. But I know it would make everything on David and I 100 times harder and that scares me.... so I don't know if this would be good or bad. There's many things to consider that I didn't before when I was wanting to have a baby so bad it blinded me.... now I'm being more cautious about it... and I just don't KNOW. LoL.
Anyway....gonna go burn another CD. I finally finished my christmas CD. LoL.