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Mar 21, 2005 20:04

I just can't take it anymore! Today someone said I dressed wierd, so I went home and cut myself! I sat in my dark room and wrote deep dark poetry, and then cut my arms. I did something new with this cutting session, I rubbed the blood all over myself and drew an upside down cross on my face with the blood. Why can't people accept me for who I am!? Why were we put on this earth?! To live daily routines? To make other humans seem inferior because they don't fit all the other conformists? My life is so messed up right now, my mom won't get me some new pants from Hot Topic, they are only like $60! My mom says she doesn't like the music I listen to! When will she learn that I'm being an individual. I have the right to listen to goth music like Marylin Manson whenever the fuck I want! I hate conformists!

The dark embraces me like no other
I feel its comfort and warmth
Pink flowers turn a desolate black
Why do I live this daily routine?
Conformity burns my skin

I hope you all loved my dark and insightful poem and it's plethora of meanings.

P.S. If you somehow thought this is real, I will enlighten you to the fact that this journal entry was fake. Cutters are weak and stupid, and they suck! Cut deeper dumbasses, we don't want your stupid problems.
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