another one bites the dust
Life sucks right now.
Hayley and I broke up. Its been hard because it happened almost 2 months ago. Up until a couple of days ago, we've still been living together. She wasnt happy and wanted to be independent again. I wanted to work things out, she wanted to move on. Its really that simple. The reason shes been staying with me is because the break up was kind of spontaneous and she had no where to stay. Plus, since I traded in my Chrysler so we can get the new car back in January, I needed access to the car until I got a new one. Its under her name but she agreed it was beneficial for both of us. For a while, things were smooth. We were like friends living together. My coworker Sarah offered Hayley to stay at her house for free. This was great news being that we're kind of in a financial rut, and Hayley couldnt afford to move out yet. Even after accepting the offer, we decided that she will move in on the first week of August (which is when Ill be getting my car.) So once again, things were ok for a while. Ive been helping her pack and oddly enough, I was semi looking forward to a fresh start on my life. But as time passed, I started to hurt. Mainly because I found out she's been "talking" to a co-worker (we both work at the same Best Buy, different departments). This was against some of the conditions we had set before deciding to stay living together. I can't move on if I have to see them both on a daily basis. Once I had proof that she's been spending alone time with him, I told her she needed to leave. This was 2 days ago. She kept denying anything and kept being careful with her phrasing and saying things like "I dont plan on dating anyone or getting into anything serious right now". This pissed me off cause despite these words, her actions with another man, put me into a pretty jealous rage.
Ill be honest. Of course I'd still be upset if it was some random other dude, but the fact that its a coworker, is twisting the knife. But at least if it was someone I didnt know, being at work wouldnt be as bad being that she and I were at least trying to remain friends or be civil towards each other at work.
Sarah, being a mutual friend and future roommate of Hayley's offered me to borrow her old Jimmy while I sort things out with getting my own car. This made things a bit easier on me. Lets face it, both of us, being that I know that Hayley is not happy staying with me.
So here I am. Hayley is making one last stop to my place to pick up the rest of her things in a couple of hours. We're gonna talk some more. We also have some financial sorting to take care of being that she owes me a couple of hundred dollars for bills.
I hate this. I feel like this is the Sara G break up all over again. Only worse cause I can't keep my mind off it through work cause Hayley is always there.
Im seriously considering transferring to another store but itd be a longer drive. Ugh. I hate this.
Hayley and I broke up. Its been hard because it happened almost 2 months ago. Up until a couple of days ago, we've still been living together. She wasnt happy and wanted to be independent again. I wanted to work things out, she wanted to move on. Its really that simple. The reason shes been staying with me is because the break up was kind of spontaneous and she had no where to stay. Plus, since I traded in my Chrysler so we can get the new car back in January, I needed access to the car until I got a new one. Its under her name but she agreed it was beneficial for both of us. For a while, things were smooth. We were like friends living together. My coworker Sarah offered Hayley to stay at her house for free. This was great news being that we're kind of in a financial rut, and Hayley couldnt afford to move out yet. Even after accepting the offer, we decided that she will move in on the first week of August (which is when Ill be getting my car.) So once again, things were ok for a while. Ive been helping her pack and oddly enough, I was semi looking forward to a fresh start on my life. But as time passed, I started to hurt. Mainly because I found out she's been "talking" to a co-worker (we both work at the same Best Buy, different departments). This was against some of the conditions we had set before deciding to stay living together. I can't move on if I have to see them both on a daily basis. Once I had proof that she's been spending alone time with him, I told her she needed to leave. This was 2 days ago. She kept denying anything and kept being careful with her phrasing and saying things like "I dont plan on dating anyone or getting into anything serious right now". This pissed me off cause despite these words, her actions with another man, put me into a pretty jealous rage.
Ill be honest. Of course I'd still be upset if it was some random other dude, but the fact that its a coworker, is twisting the knife. But at least if it was someone I didnt know, being at work wouldnt be as bad being that she and I were at least trying to remain friends or be civil towards each other at work.
Sarah, being a mutual friend and future roommate of Hayley's offered me to borrow her old Jimmy while I sort things out with getting my own car. This made things a bit easier on me. Lets face it, both of us, being that I know that Hayley is not happy staying with me.
So here I am. Hayley is making one last stop to my place to pick up the rest of her things in a couple of hours. We're gonna talk some more. We also have some financial sorting to take care of being that she owes me a couple of hundred dollars for bills.
I hate this. I feel like this is the Sara G break up all over again. Only worse cause I can't keep my mind off it through work cause Hayley is always there.
Im seriously considering transferring to another store but itd be a longer drive. Ugh. I hate this.