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so i started moving on.. he stopped talking, so i stopped trying.. had a great last week.. mike is so cool.. and such a sweetheart.. things are finally starting to fall back in place.. then.. "hello" ... i didnt need that hello.. i needed him to stay mad, or whatever was wrong with him.. then along with the hello comes and appology.. so now.. here i am... confused again.. i dunno if i should give him another chance.. over a 2 second conversation.. should i try to salvage the friendship.. well at least i know it wasnt my fault.. once again.. issues coming back to play.. probably the same issues that i didnt want to deal with before, and dont want to deal with again.. but theres still that attraction.. i joke around with maria and say that if he asked me to marry him right now i would say yes.. and deep down inside.. i dont think im joking.. but now its more complicated.. its not only my feelings that are involved.. ive gotta worry about the other one.. the one that cheered me up when he had me down.. this all sucks