what happened
i knew that it wasnt perfect and it all still seems surreal. i feel so empty and hollow inside. who would ever have thought that i would have my heart which i reluctantly gave up for the first time in my life would be ripped in pieces and thrown to the wayside. i still am turning in circles because i still love her so much and i want to share the rest of my life with her. i will to this day go to the end of the earth and back just to see that beautiful smile. i am so willing to wait for her to return the unconditional love that i have for her. i hope that she will give me the chance to be the perfet girlfriend to her that she was to me. i love you always and forever.