Unsure (sorry for the repeat if i have you on Myspace and Tribe)
i am unsure about my feelings about the current situations brought up in my life. so much change is going to be happening soon that it seems like a hurricane is coming towards me. I have an old friend back in my life and i'm absolutely thrilled about it.
Tomorrow i have a job interview at Blockbuster, strangely enough i REALLY want to get this job, among other things i want to be done looking for a job (that's the part i truely hate, but then again doesn't everyone.
I am once again realizing that some feelings in life don't go away, not even if you have been burned, hurt, crushed or just disappointed. Some feelings will stay the same forever.
If i haven't said it yet, i'm not scared of change, in fact i love change, i'm more scared of making bad decisions or decisions that are wrong for me. It would be a lot easier if we could determine these things ahead of time.
I am moving to San Diego in December/January to go to school, i will be doing a semester at the community college down there and then hopefully transfer to SDSU for Fall 09. I will be studying Business Admin and i will be trying to go for a minor in Women's Studies. I'm excited but also scared especially since i didn't like it the last time i lived down there.
I am also worried about what i would be giving up by moving down there. My friends live up here, my closest and dearest friends whom i cannot be me without.
It should be interesting living down there, especially in light of recent events. I will be hopefully visiting Nor Cal fairly often.
Eventually i think i'd like to move back to Alameda i'm not quite sure why other than most of my friends live there including one... well, never mind...not gonna go there.
So i guess what i'm saying is that i'm taking a Giant leap without knowing if i'll make it to the other side where i want to be.
Wow, what started as a brief update turned into something more.
So yea, think happy job-getting thoughts for me tomorrow morning at 11 :)
Tomorrow i have a job interview at Blockbuster, strangely enough i REALLY want to get this job, among other things i want to be done looking for a job (that's the part i truely hate, but then again doesn't everyone.
I am once again realizing that some feelings in life don't go away, not even if you have been burned, hurt, crushed or just disappointed. Some feelings will stay the same forever.
If i haven't said it yet, i'm not scared of change, in fact i love change, i'm more scared of making bad decisions or decisions that are wrong for me. It would be a lot easier if we could determine these things ahead of time.
I am moving to San Diego in December/January to go to school, i will be doing a semester at the community college down there and then hopefully transfer to SDSU for Fall 09. I will be studying Business Admin and i will be trying to go for a minor in Women's Studies. I'm excited but also scared especially since i didn't like it the last time i lived down there.
I am also worried about what i would be giving up by moving down there. My friends live up here, my closest and dearest friends whom i cannot be me without.
It should be interesting living down there, especially in light of recent events. I will be hopefully visiting Nor Cal fairly often.
Eventually i think i'd like to move back to Alameda i'm not quite sure why other than most of my friends live there including one... well, never mind...not gonna go there.
So i guess what i'm saying is that i'm taking a Giant leap without knowing if i'll make it to the other side where i want to be.
Wow, what started as a brief update turned into something more.
So yea, think happy job-getting thoughts for me tomorrow morning at 11 :)