this house is not a home!!!
AHHH im so fuckin frustrated. I have had it up to here with all the bull shit...Im so sick of livin here...i dread coming home each and every day knowing that as soon as i get home im gonna get BITCHED at by someone especially my mother....everyday she is constantly bitching at me and i hate it. She bitches at me for the stupidest shit. She treats me different ever since her and my dad got a divorce and i dont know what to do, i feel sometimes that i never have anyone to turn to cuz no one understands me...and yes katy i know you are there for me and alyssa too and i love you guys for that. i just wish i could turn to my own parents sometimes cuz i mean thats what they are there for right, but i cant cuz they never listen...they only listen to what they want to hear and not what i have to say. i try so hard day in and day out to be strong cuz i know i have to be for myself and my sisters but even they get to me....its just a never ending cycle that i have no control over and i hate it i dont like arguing with my mom i really dont but she pushes it and i am NOT the type who will just keep my mouth shut...and everyone who knows me knows exactly what im talkin bout. God i wish i new what to do cuz all this bull shit is old and im so SICK AND TIRED OF IT!!! i go through this constantly and it never seems to be resolved...all anyone cares bout is themselves my parents are hella selfish at times and they think they know me but they dont. My mom used to be really close with me before my parents go divorced and she knew almost everything about me but now that shes single and wants to do her own thing i feel like she never makes time for me. I hurts really bad and i dont like it at all. She needs to be a good mother and right now shes not doing that. it takes more than just financial support...emotional and moral support are a factor too. I hope this shit ends soon cuz im so trapped and imma go insane with this craziness!!!well im out thanks alot david for being there for me earlier...Muah love you katy and alyssa and my priscillas
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