Watch'n the Grass Grow

[afijaymz]

Looking for something more, am I
A reason, a motivation to try
Because I don’t see the use
I’m just asking for more abuse
Either I’m a friend or I’m not
I’m not really asking for a lot

I just want a call or two once in a while
Don’t drop me because I’m out of style
Not as cool as the Daters, Drinkers or Criers
Just the guy who fixes shit and changes tires
I’m not date-able, interesting, cool or fun
Just the schmuck that’ll wait for you in the sun

So someone tell me what’s the point of this existence?
I never learned to live the path of least resistance
I seem to pick the worst choices in life
Gluttony for punishment and eternal strife
I’m your typical loser and underdog
Look at me, I take it out on a fucking blog

I’m looking for something more, I know
Hoping that in time, my life will grow
Grow to be full of parity and bliss
Tired of seeing others have what I miss
I’m just a fucker that life fucked in the ass
I just sit here and watch the growing grass

Stop your whining is what they’ll say
I dare you to live my boring life for one day
Mediocrity would be a step up on the scale
Used to having what you take for granted fail
I search for something to give me just a little hope
But I haven’t found anything, don’t know how to cope