first entry in a long time

Aug 15, 2004 10:14

nothign much goign on sides band stuff we had some troubles with what we wanted as musicians but it all worked out as yall know we lost stevo if it was for good or for worse i donno yet only time will tell .Been to a few shows here and there nothin special . Ive become a major addict to marijuana ( probably speeled it wrong ) i smoke a 20 sac every day for those who care to know . Im in a slump with writing songs as of now cuz nothings going on in my life sides drugs and music the same shit every day plus when i write a song it must be cut up in a million pieces cuz its original state will never work with the song so it always becomes a horrible song at the end of the day . The E.P. is the worst thign i ever heard i sound horrible on it every scream and every word i said was done in one take and i was nervous so it sounds really bad sorry if uve listened to it u shouldnt have .Im sorry if it sounds liek im complaining well i am but i wish my new entry wouldnt be about all that complaining but its the only things to talk about in my life as of now . The band is doing well were getting better to us but people are stuck on our gay old songs those 3 gay ones but what can u do about it we want to be hardcore and we are i dont sing anymore which will be for better i think cuz i suck at both singing and screaming but got to do what i got to do i guess . Its funny cuz me and rick the other day just sat there and talked about all the things we did when stephen was in the band cuz i guess we think that was a long time ago when it actually wasnt .

well im gonna leave yall with a haggard song that i wrote and will never be used so check it out and please tell me how hag it is .

A DREAM OF NOTHINGS END

bleeding in my heart as it lies in your eyes
it was ours now its just yours
as my heart is gone with your eyes
your eyes beautiful in what a golden hearts needs
her beautiful eyes need an every scaring knife
every time we die
my heart bleeds as i lay in your arms
yours eyes were mine now there yours
as my heart is gone with your eyes
your eyes beautiful in what a golden hearts needs
her beautiful eyes need an every scaring knife
everytime we die
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