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EternalSM69 (8:53:18 PM): nopers
Spiritmage102 (8:53:33 PM): maybe i am
EternalSM69 (8:54:01 PM): lol... you're not...
EternalSM69 (8:54:13 PM): i spell tings tha way i sah tings
EternalSM69 (8:54:27 PM): -_-
Spiritmage102 (8:54:30 PM): i am if i cant even win you over....
EternalSM69 (8:55:43 PM): Well, it's not wining me over... you have to flow with me.
Spiritmage102 (8:56:05 PM):
EternalSM69 (8:57:17 PM): You've had all the time to ask me questions... yet u.. never ask. I'm an open person... if you wanna know something
Spiritmage102 (8:57:46 PM): it's not like you couldnt have done the same
EternalSM69 (8:57:53 PM): i noes...
EternalSM69 (8:57:54 PM): lol
EternalSM69 (8:57:56 PM): -_-
Spiritmage102 (8:58:07 PM): maybe i would have if i can actually see you
Spiritmage102 (8:58:13 PM): ...
EternalSM69 (9:00:24 PM): yea
Spiritmage102 (9:01:08 PM): im so tired of being alone.... you dont even know
EternalSM69 (9:02:09 PM): I know.
Spiritmage102 (9:02:27 PM): no, you dont
EternalSM69 (9:02:43 PM): Me of all people... knows what it's like.
EternalSM69 (9:02:46 PM): I'm stupid.
EternalSM69 (9:02:52 PM): you just don't know me.
EternalSM69 (9:03:41 PM): I'm selfish at times.. i ask for alot of attention.. and i'm like a child
Spiritmage102 (9:03:59 PM): (well that much is true)
EternalSM69 (9:04:33 PM): what's that suppose to mean?
Spiritmage102 (9:04:55 PM): nothing
Spiritmage102 (9:05:10 PM): your the one that said it
Spiritmage102 (9:05:19 PM): *you're
EternalSM69 (9:05:32 PM): don't have to agree..... but ok
EternalSM69 (9:05:33 PM): lol
EternalSM69 (9:07:56 PM): shoot.. i dunno... i'm scared because i keep thinking about my ex. ... i shouldn't be... but i do... i always do... i'm scared to like someone else... more than a year with him seemed to little... but long enoough that now it's strange and makes me feel guilty for liking someone else.
EternalSM69 (9:08:23 PM): i'm waiting for a spark... not a flicker..
EternalSM69 (9:08:51 PM): maybe.. i'm being stupid(prolly am)... but i keep comparing guys too him.. and no ones the same
EternalSM69 (9:08:54 PM): i know it.
EternalSM69 (9:09:11 PM): i'm so unsatisfied..
EternalSM69 (9:09:17 PM): it's not u
EternalSM69 (9:09:19 PM): at all.
EternalSM69 (9:09:31 PM): i'm just saying.. in whole with everything.
EternalSM69 (9:09:38 PM): i'm confused
Spiritmage102 (9:10:41 PM): it's the samw with alot of ppl , but the thing is you wont get over him until your with someone else, that's the thing
Spiritmage102 (9:10:57 PM): if your still alone of course your gonna still think of him
Spiritmage102 (9:11:16 PM): and no, noone else will be exactly like him but that's ok too
Spiritmage102 (9:11:38 PM): you have to have your mind open to other possibilities jenn
EternalSM69 (9:12:01 PM): i do... but ii dont want to... it's like a battle.
EternalSM69 (9:12:12 PM): i'm stubborn
Spiritmage102 (9:12:21 PM): well then you'lle be alone until u decide what's best for you
Spiritmage102 (9:12:30 PM): is that what u want?
EternalSM69 (9:12:37 PM): no.
Spiritmage102 (9:12:46 PM): *shakes head
Spiritmage102 (9:13:24 PM): u know i guess i should just leave you alone until you decide what you want to do
EternalSM69 (9:14:17 PM): i know what i want... and then i want something else.
EternalSM69 (9:14:29 PM): u know i like you. alot.
EternalSM69 (9:14:37 PM): but i have to fix me.
Spiritmage102 (9:15:12 PM): well you're the only one that's gonna be able to do it
Spiritmage102 (9:15:19 PM): like i said..
EternalSM69 (9:16:19 PM): of course.. i wouldnt have it anyway else.
EternalSM69 (9:18:28 PM): ;-)on the bright side
EternalSM69 (9:18:37 PM): happie christmas eve
EternalSM69 (9:18:38 PM): lol
EternalSM69 (9:18:41 PM): be happy
EternalSM69 (9:18:46 PM): i'm trying tooo
EternalSM69 (9:18:53 PM): (realllly hard)
Spiritmage102 (9:19:12 PM): yea...
EternalSM69 (9:20:02 PM): >:osmile
Spiritmage102 (9:20:02 PM): imma try to keep happy myself
Spiritmage102 (9:20:06 PM): no..
EternalSM69 (9:20:08 PM): DO IT
Spiritmage102 (9:20:10 PM): *sigh
EternalSM69 (9:20:13 PM): NOW
EternalSM69 (9:20:14 PM): AHORA
EternalSM69 (9:20:23 PM): lol
Spiritmage102 (9:20:25 PM):
EternalSM69 (9:20:27 PM): aww
EternalSM69 (9:20:31 PM): ::slap::
EternalSM69 (9:20:37 PM): lol
Spiritmage102 (9:20:38 PM):
EternalSM69 (9:20:43 PM): oh
EternalSM69 (9:20:44 PM): oh
EternalSM69 (9:20:47 PM): guess wha???
Spiritmage102 (9:21:02 PM): what ?
EternalSM69 (9:21:08 PM): CHICKEN BUTT!!!
EternalSM69 (9:21:10 PM): hahahahahaha
EternalSM69 (9:21:16 PM): made u smile yet???
Spiritmage102 (9:21:33 PM): no... only one thing can make me smile
EternalSM69 (9:21:44 PM): (boys... are perverts))))
EternalSM69 (9:21:50 PM): -_-
Spiritmage102 (9:21:54 PM): u know what i mean..
EternalSM69 (9:21:57 PM): hahaha
Spiritmage102 (9:22:07 PM): i hope you do
Spiritmage102 (9:22:17 PM): u know, just forget it
Spiritmage102 (9:22:34 PM): i didnt think you would catch on
EternalSM69 (9:22:37 PM): -_-
EternalSM69 (9:22:54 PM): >_<
EternalSM69 (9:23:23 PM): soooo
EternalSM69 (9:23:27 PM): what's up?
EternalSM69 (9:24:56 PM): come on.. be happie
EternalSM69 (9:25:03 PM): happie happie joy joy
Spiritmage102 (9:26:37 PM): ...
EternalSM69 (9:27:10 PM): ............
EternalSM69 (9:27:37 PM): i'm bored
Spiritmage102 (9:27:50 PM): bored... and lonley
Spiritmage102 (9:29:14 PM):
EternalSM69 (9:30:16 PM): i feel pressured... and i wanna cry.. but i'm holding it... i'm trying to figure things out... okay.. i'm doing my best... this isn't just something simple for me... it's hard...
Spiritmage102 (9:31:10 PM): then figure it out
EternalSM69 (9:31:29 PM): i will...don't worry
Spiritmage102 (9:31:50 PM): ...
Spiritmage102 (9:32:32 PM): u know im not even gonna put any pressure on you...
EternalSM69 (9:32:54 PM): thank u... because i don't do well under it...lol
Spiritmage102 (9:33:04 PM): im just tired of w8ing
Spiritmage102 (9:33:19 PM): i hate that....
Spiritmage102 (9:33:26 PM): the anxiety of it
Spiritmage102 (9:33:49 PM): it gets to me, im very impacient with things
EternalSM69 (9:34:01 PM): i know...
Spiritmage102 (9:34:07 PM): i just wish you would make up your mind, im srry
EternalSM69 (9:34:17 PM): i understand
Spiritmage102 (8:53:33 PM): maybe i am
EternalSM69 (8:54:01 PM): lol... you're not...
EternalSM69 (8:54:13 PM): i spell tings tha way i sah tings
EternalSM69 (8:54:27 PM): -_-
Spiritmage102 (8:54:30 PM): i am if i cant even win you over....
EternalSM69 (8:55:43 PM): Well, it's not wining me over... you have to flow with me.
Spiritmage102 (8:56:05 PM):
EternalSM69 (8:57:17 PM): You've had all the time to ask me questions... yet u.. never ask. I'm an open person... if you wanna know something
Spiritmage102 (8:57:46 PM): it's not like you couldnt have done the same
EternalSM69 (8:57:53 PM): i noes...
EternalSM69 (8:57:54 PM): lol
EternalSM69 (8:57:56 PM): -_-
Spiritmage102 (8:58:07 PM): maybe i would have if i can actually see you
Spiritmage102 (8:58:13 PM): ...
EternalSM69 (9:00:24 PM): yea
Spiritmage102 (9:01:08 PM): im so tired of being alone.... you dont even know
EternalSM69 (9:02:09 PM): I know.
Spiritmage102 (9:02:27 PM): no, you dont
EternalSM69 (9:02:43 PM): Me of all people... knows what it's like.
EternalSM69 (9:02:46 PM): I'm stupid.
EternalSM69 (9:02:52 PM): you just don't know me.
EternalSM69 (9:03:41 PM): I'm selfish at times.. i ask for alot of attention.. and i'm like a child
Spiritmage102 (9:03:59 PM): (well that much is true)
EternalSM69 (9:04:33 PM): what's that suppose to mean?
Spiritmage102 (9:04:55 PM): nothing
Spiritmage102 (9:05:10 PM): your the one that said it
Spiritmage102 (9:05:19 PM): *you're
EternalSM69 (9:05:32 PM): don't have to agree..... but ok
EternalSM69 (9:05:33 PM): lol
EternalSM69 (9:07:56 PM): shoot.. i dunno... i'm scared because i keep thinking about my ex. ... i shouldn't be... but i do... i always do... i'm scared to like someone else... more than a year with him seemed to little... but long enoough that now it's strange and makes me feel guilty for liking someone else.
EternalSM69 (9:08:23 PM): i'm waiting for a spark... not a flicker..
EternalSM69 (9:08:51 PM): maybe.. i'm being stupid(prolly am)... but i keep comparing guys too him.. and no ones the same
EternalSM69 (9:08:54 PM): i know it.
EternalSM69 (9:09:11 PM): i'm so unsatisfied..
EternalSM69 (9:09:17 PM): it's not u
EternalSM69 (9:09:19 PM): at all.
EternalSM69 (9:09:31 PM): i'm just saying.. in whole with everything.
EternalSM69 (9:09:38 PM): i'm confused
Spiritmage102 (9:10:41 PM): it's the samw with alot of ppl , but the thing is you wont get over him until your with someone else, that's the thing
Spiritmage102 (9:10:57 PM): if your still alone of course your gonna still think of him
Spiritmage102 (9:11:16 PM): and no, noone else will be exactly like him but that's ok too
Spiritmage102 (9:11:38 PM): you have to have your mind open to other possibilities jenn
EternalSM69 (9:12:01 PM): i do... but ii dont want to... it's like a battle.
EternalSM69 (9:12:12 PM): i'm stubborn
Spiritmage102 (9:12:21 PM): well then you'lle be alone until u decide what's best for you
Spiritmage102 (9:12:30 PM): is that what u want?
EternalSM69 (9:12:37 PM): no.
Spiritmage102 (9:12:46 PM): *shakes head
Spiritmage102 (9:13:24 PM): u know i guess i should just leave you alone until you decide what you want to do
EternalSM69 (9:14:17 PM): i know what i want... and then i want something else.
EternalSM69 (9:14:29 PM): u know i like you. alot.
EternalSM69 (9:14:37 PM): but i have to fix me.
Spiritmage102 (9:15:12 PM): well you're the only one that's gonna be able to do it
Spiritmage102 (9:15:19 PM): like i said..
EternalSM69 (9:16:19 PM): of course.. i wouldnt have it anyway else.
EternalSM69 (9:18:28 PM): ;-)on the bright side
EternalSM69 (9:18:37 PM): happie christmas eve
EternalSM69 (9:18:38 PM): lol
EternalSM69 (9:18:41 PM): be happy
EternalSM69 (9:18:46 PM): i'm trying tooo
EternalSM69 (9:18:53 PM): (realllly hard)
Spiritmage102 (9:19:12 PM): yea...
EternalSM69 (9:20:02 PM): >:osmile
Spiritmage102 (9:20:02 PM): imma try to keep happy myself
Spiritmage102 (9:20:06 PM): no..
EternalSM69 (9:20:08 PM): DO IT
Spiritmage102 (9:20:10 PM): *sigh
EternalSM69 (9:20:13 PM): NOW
EternalSM69 (9:20:14 PM): AHORA
EternalSM69 (9:20:23 PM): lol
Spiritmage102 (9:20:25 PM):
EternalSM69 (9:20:27 PM): aww
EternalSM69 (9:20:31 PM): ::slap::
EternalSM69 (9:20:37 PM): lol
Spiritmage102 (9:20:38 PM):
EternalSM69 (9:20:43 PM): oh
EternalSM69 (9:20:44 PM): oh
EternalSM69 (9:20:47 PM): guess wha???
Spiritmage102 (9:21:02 PM): what ?
EternalSM69 (9:21:08 PM): CHICKEN BUTT!!!
EternalSM69 (9:21:10 PM): hahahahahaha
EternalSM69 (9:21:16 PM): made u smile yet???
Spiritmage102 (9:21:33 PM): no... only one thing can make me smile
EternalSM69 (9:21:44 PM): (boys... are perverts))))
EternalSM69 (9:21:50 PM): -_-
Spiritmage102 (9:21:54 PM): u know what i mean..
EternalSM69 (9:21:57 PM): hahaha
Spiritmage102 (9:22:07 PM): i hope you do
Spiritmage102 (9:22:17 PM): u know, just forget it
Spiritmage102 (9:22:34 PM): i didnt think you would catch on
EternalSM69 (9:22:37 PM): -_-
EternalSM69 (9:22:54 PM): >_<
EternalSM69 (9:23:23 PM): soooo
EternalSM69 (9:23:27 PM): what's up?
EternalSM69 (9:24:56 PM): come on.. be happie
EternalSM69 (9:25:03 PM): happie happie joy joy
Spiritmage102 (9:26:37 PM): ...
EternalSM69 (9:27:10 PM): ............
EternalSM69 (9:27:37 PM): i'm bored
Spiritmage102 (9:27:50 PM): bored... and lonley
Spiritmage102 (9:29:14 PM):
EternalSM69 (9:30:16 PM): i feel pressured... and i wanna cry.. but i'm holding it... i'm trying to figure things out... okay.. i'm doing my best... this isn't just something simple for me... it's hard...
Spiritmage102 (9:31:10 PM): then figure it out
EternalSM69 (9:31:29 PM): i will...don't worry
Spiritmage102 (9:31:50 PM): ...
Spiritmage102 (9:32:32 PM): u know im not even gonna put any pressure on you...
EternalSM69 (9:32:54 PM): thank u... because i don't do well under it...lol
Spiritmage102 (9:33:04 PM): im just tired of w8ing
Spiritmage102 (9:33:19 PM): i hate that....
Spiritmage102 (9:33:26 PM): the anxiety of it
Spiritmage102 (9:33:49 PM): it gets to me, im very impacient with things
EternalSM69 (9:34:01 PM): i know...
Spiritmage102 (9:34:07 PM): i just wish you would make up your mind, im srry
EternalSM69 (9:34:17 PM): i understand