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Last Friday i went to the movies with Ivan, we saw King Kong which was a wicked movie indeed.lol. He kissed me, and he kisses differently. I don't like it. And I don't feel anything from it, no spark. He drove me to Borders because I wanted to check out this really cool manga called, Death Note. It's really awesome.
Saturday... I got sick, but I managed to go to my nphews birthday party at Chucky Cheese. Besides, I haven't been there in awhile. I didn't have much fun at all. It was boring and the pizza wasn't good, and kids are annoying.
Sunday, I was even sickier. I slept all day, and took at all of medicine.
Monday I chatted with Ivan. I was joking around because I just he got whatever I got from kissing me.. (lol).. and he didn't like me joking around. He doesn't like my voice like Alex did... and said i sounded like a baby, immature, and whining. 1. I DON'T WHINE..(i complain.. tee hee.).. 2. I AM NEVER IMMATURE, I JUST LIKE TO BE EXTREMELY SILLY..why be serious when it's not needed at the moment...and 3. That's the way I talk. and the way i am. his breath smells funny. He takes everything I say seriously. Too senstive, too thinny, boring, "it's for your own good", has no distinctive smell, eyes are too big, hands too small, and I just don't like him. Now he wants to meet my parents. WTF??? We're not getting married, and we're not boyfriend and girlfriend. And clearly... I don't want to go out with him. He's a really sweet guy, and we laugh alot. But he's not for me.
I did feel better Monday though.
I've talked with Alex. I guess he wants to go back out. I GOT GAME LIKE THAT.. hahah..(jk). I can picture myself with someone, but not being happy. But with him, I feel so comfortable, and used to. So, whenever I get a chance, I will talk to him and the whole "us" thing again.