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I had never actually met anyone cool before, but I hadn't ever realized it until I actually met michael. people say meeting people you've idolized makes you realize they're just as flawed and human as you are. but this is not the case. he was as colossal and iconographic as i'd made him out to be, even now that he's a friend, he is a demigod, some sort of larger than life COOL person, that walked down from the mount olympus of cool (L.A.) among us for a few days, so i guess margot comparing him to jesus wasn't too far off, though i've just crossed several religions and tenses in 6 lines. it is a relatively common thing to be attracted to a person physically, it is an entirely more confusing thing to have brotherly feelings for this person, and that's sick but whatever. i'm out.